My stomach turns and hurts
nauseous all the time-
The pain feels so much greater
when you are on my mind.
The tears want to fall
and I want to walk away-
Dreading this feeling of sadness
that you make me feel each day.
No longer make me happy
but just always want to cry-
Can't see myself being with you
don't even want to try.
Finding an excuse to be away
not feel this pain so true-
Don't want to feel such hatred
that I feel when I'm with you.

Sun's warmth gingerly grazing my skin
Universal feelings
Nothing left unsaid

I traced the texture of your words
Like my heart was blind
And your voice was braille

Like a sunflower,
I follow you
through this world,
only sleeping when you're
out of sight.

What kind of monster
builds a girl up so high
and tells her she can fly
only for the girl to realize
after she jumps
her wings are only fiction
and the the ground
is a lot harder than it looks
-JRM

I don't think
I am capable
of breaking someone's
heart,

because I know
too well
what it is like
to have one.