julianna

julianna Aug 2019

humana

I own a heart
                     Dark and pumping
It helps
        And it hurts.                                                           It’s near to me
It’s always here

                 Blue and red flashes,
Flesh.
Blood red.
                                             Soul.

#heart #body #human #soul #alive

julianna Aug 2019

leftovers

I wish you would come back.
What’s left over now that you’re gone?

#romance #break #up #heartbreak

julianna Aug 2019

let’s tiptoe, shall we?

Mixed with shame,
A tint of red that calls my name.
Tiptoe around the subject,
Or else you’ll see me burst.
Holding all these things inside
Makes me feel worse.

#tiptoe #subject #feelings #worse #bad #shame

julianna Aug 2019

Guilt.

Guilt,
Spotted on my bones
Spilled along my guts
Crawling up my spine
To greet my eyes with tears.

Why so guilty?

#guilt #shame #anxiety #feelings #cry #tears #nervous

Aug 2019

Jay

Why don't I die tonight?

I'm left to wonder in my sheets
Why I'm not fit to die tonight
In a thrilling blaze
With a hint of shame
Does it matter if I have a name?

I'm all good tho rn but it comes to mind sometimes

#death #suicide #contemplation

julianna Aug 2019

RE-

Doubting this is it,
The panic starts to set in.
It’s starting again...
Is this my forever?
Relapse
Replace
Release
Relapse
Replace
Re-

#anxiety #attack #relapse #panic #disorder

julianna Aug 2019

MCR

Tell me what to do.

I never write about anybody else
But me.

I can’t forget everything and anything.
It’s all or nothing.
All or nothing.

Black & white.
Forever.

#black #and #white #thinking