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Jun 2014 jude rigor

June 1st

Jun 2014 jude rigor

fdg

June 1st

I am sun-kissed and crazy about you

**** this isn't a poem, i don't care. i jumped off of rocks today and swung off of rope swings and landed in chilly water and the sun soaked into my skin as you pushed me under
and i laughed as you ran away so i couldn't do the same
and i wanted to kiss you all day

Jun 2014 jude rigor

bury my bones

Jun 2014 jude rigor

mark john junor

bury my bones

i promise not to bury my bones
till we are good and done with em
i promise not to wear my heart on my sleeve for
every skirt that skitters past me
promise not to be so blind to the hand that holds mine in the dark
promise not to think its too late
promise to believe in the process
believe in the dream
promise not to hold myself responsible for what
i couldn't have foreseen or done a ****** thing about
promise not to grieve for her
to remember that i'm just a human man after all
i promise that and more
if you'll just promise me one thing
don't leave me sitting here all alone
just hold my hand
keep me company in the cold night

Jun 2014 jude rigor

I write too much

Jun 2014 jude rigor

fdg

I write too much

and you told me it was killing you,
it had been killing you
to stand next to me all day
and not even get to touch my lips
so you sat in my passenger seat after we dropped everyone else off at their doors and asked me not to take you home yet.
"Please," you said
and how could I ever resist

"i was starting to die from it"
is this real, you make me feel real

Jun 2014 jude rigor

headless

Jun 2014 jude rigor

Akemi

headless

Sever my head
With two little pills
That shake the sweat from my fingertips

This pity **** is wasted breath
When I’m absent in life, I might as well be absent in death

Because I was driving down the highway over the limit
And didn’t know where the **** I was headed
I forgot the beginning but I wanted an ending
And pulling over felt like too much effort

I think these pills
Aren’t doing a ******* thing

4:43am, June 4th 2014

I don't like antidepressants.

#suicide #depression #apathy #crash #antidepressants