Cuts so deep, blood so red
Clean it up, go to bed
Cry to sleep, dream of death
Wake up though, stop your breath
Starve your body, plague your mind
Keep it up, don't look behind
Throw up food, work all day
Watch your world fade to gray
Never can talk, silence is key
To far gone, nobody stop me
Take some pills, go to sleep
No one cares, you silently weep
Nothing left here, escape your head
Fly away angle, your already dead

It wasn't my fault
It's yours
I didn't ******* over
You ****** me over
*******
I hate you
I hope you burn in hell
Leave me the **** alone
I was happy
Until you ****** it up
I want nothing to do with you
I hope you ******* suffer
It's all your fault
I'm done with you
I'm done with all of this
*******
I'm done
Bye

That's the question
What is a baby
What is a child
What is it to you
What does it mean to you
A baby is the gift of a god
Trusted to you
It is not a burden
For it is a privilege
To be a parent
I wouldn't know
But I've seen
It seams wonderful
The gift no one deserves
But a few
It is the ultimate sacrifice
But the ultimate gain
Nothing can compare
Nothing is the same
Nothing ever will be
It's hard work
Sleepless nights
Wondering if your good enough
Thinking your not
Thinking how am I to do this
How am I to raise her
But this gift
Is given to those who can
They don't always want to
But they can
I've gotten a taste
A sample
And i fell in love with her
Her beautiful blue eyes
Her shining blonde hair
Everything about her
I want to do everything for her
Protect her
Be there for her
Everything
I want her in my life
I want to be in hers
I've laid awake
Many a nights
Thinking what if I don't do right
What if I'm not good enough
I know there's no turning back
I know there's no giving up
And I'm willing
To take that extra weight
I want to
I'll do anything for her
I'll do anything for you destine
I swear
Your not old enough yet
But when you are
I pray to god I'm still there
Because I'll never leave
I could never
The only way I'd leave
Is if I was forced by one person
And she knows she has that power
I pray she doesn't use it
For I love her
And I love you
When you read this, destine
Remember in your heart
That there is nothing
I will not do for you
I swear

Run your fingers through my soul.
For once, just once,
Feel exactly what I feel,
Believe what I believe,
Perceive as I perceive,
Look, experience, examine
And just for once,
Just once
Understand.

If I die
Who would miss me
Mom?
No she doesn't trust me
Dad?
Jordan was always the favorite
Tash?
He always hated me
Allie?
She always did to
Jordan?
He probably would
Samantha?
I hope she would
All these people
All my friends
My family
All have
At least one thing
Against me
But who
Would miss me
A piece of southern trash
Good for nothing
Good at nothing
Samantha deserves someone better
So does destine
I'm not good enough
I never was
I never will be
I was a fool to think I was
Nobody would miss me
I'm sorry
To everyone
I've hurt you all
And now I see it
And I'm sickened by myself
I love Samantha and Destine
But I'm not good enough
So if I did die
Who would miss me?

One day
I'll hold you tight
In my arms everyday
Go to sleep with you
Every night
Wake up with you
Every morning
Tell you I love you
Everyday
Hug you
Kiss you
Every day of the week
One day
It will all be worth it
All the separation
The endless nights
Missing you
Not seeing you
For weeks
It will all happen one day
I swear
I'll make it happen
We will be together
In each others embrace
Nothing holding us back
No one pulling us apart
I swear
One day, my love
One day it will all happen
It will all be worth it

Riding to meet my mom
Driving her home
As I got farther and farther away
I thought
I miss you
I miss her kiss
I miss your hug
I miss you in my arms
I want you back
I miss you
The hole in my stomich is back
The one only you can fill
We had fun
But I want you back
I miss you so much
Now I'm in my bed
I want you here
It's empty
I'm alone
And I want you here
I miss you
I love you