She's walking,
listening,
forgetting,
remembering,
all she's ever known.

She's looking,
up,
above,
below,
all around where she stands.

She's falling,
crying,
smiling,
dieing,
feeling so very alone.

This world,
empty,
full,
uncertain,
the words are out of reach.

His words,
circle,
hold,
break,
her down until she is nothing.

His eyes,
bright,
colourful,
mysterious,
have never caprutred her quite like this.

She's staring,
up,
down,
around,
the bright blue sky.

She's thinking,
remembering,
forgetting,
contemplating,
everything and nothing all at once.

It's life,
uncertainty,
circling,
running,
and she's trying to keep up.

Her past,
fast,
running,
controling,
everything she is today.

But she's learning,
and she's falling.
But she's picking herself up,
with his words close inside.

She's working on herself,
a new girl.
She's her own person now,
everything she's ever know.

She's leaving it behind,
but it's still there.
She's thinking about it,
but it will control her no more.

She's walking,
looking,
up,
around,
thinking of all that's gone wrong.

She's smiling,
thinking,
remembering,
reliving,
all the moments she will never forget.

She's living,
new,
life,
happiness,
and she's moving on...

Time is flying by,
quicker each day.
It took me this long,
but I finally can say.

I look at you with love,
and happiness forever.
Forever and always means a lot,
but now is better than ever.

It took so long, I know,
but things are better now.
I always knew it would happen,
some way, some how.

I can look at you and smile,
know it'll be okay.
You'll always hold a special place,
in my heart always.

But all that's over now,
it's faded and it's gone.
The soldiers have gone home,
our battles have been won.

A friendship came out,
it's tattered at the ends.
But working on for now,
very best friends.

It took this long, I know,
but I can finally say.
I'm over you right now,
and I'm gonna be okay.

Now that I know we're fine,
we're gonna work on friends.
A break up doesn't mean it's over,
it doesn't mean the end.

You will always hold,
a special place in my heart.
That I will never get back,
no matter how far apart.

So it's time for me,
to tell you and to say.
I'm over you right now,
and it's gonna be okay...

I'm not gonna lie,
I'm tired of it all.
This hurt and life,
the goodbyes to all.

But what you don't see,
is who I am.
What I try to do,
for a twisted man.

I know I've made,
a few wrong turns.
Said some wrong thungs,
and caused some hurt.

But you act like,
I'm only blaming you.
Well here's a newsflash,
I'm at fault too.

I know this,
I am not ashamed.
I can take the hurt,
and part of the blame.

But it's not all me,
for you've caused hurt too.
Don't blame it all,
on what I do.

I'm truely sorry,
for what I said.
I was hurt and confused,
it was not meant.

But the words you used,
the names you called.
Naming me fat,
saying it's my fault.

Those crucial words,
you call me all the time.
But when I finally say them back,
the fault is all mine.

I'm ready to say I'm sorry,
that what I said was wrong.
But you need to accept,
some of the fault.

You claim you tried to help,
but where the hell were you?
When I needed a shoulder,
someone to talk to.

When my neighbours keyed our truck,
spray painted the plates.
When I was down on my knees,
knocking on heaven's gates.

Crying out to the heavens,
just give me one last chance.
I'm trying to mend,
all the broken hands.

I gave to you my heart,
about a year ago.
I promised forever,
I never let you go.

But I'm ready to move on,
and I'm ready to let go.
Our friendship, though, honey,
is what means the most.

The knife I carried long,
that was stuck into my back.
It's sitting on a shelf,
holding all of what I lacked.

I'm picking myself up,
up from off of the ground.
All by myself,
what I lost is now found.

You've been there for me,
well over a year.
You've held me very close,
you've wiped away my tears.

So this, I ask you, friend,
would you maybe just consider.
Walking down with me,
so we can both be winners.

To talk down by the water,
of all was said and done.
So this battle can be burried,
for both us it's won.

Because I'll never go away,
so long as I'm alive.
We live in the same town,
same friends help us survive.

What good will it ever do,
to keep this battle at war?
It won't be right, right away,
but it has to start somewhere.

We're not only hurting each other,
but everyone around.
I've picked myself up mostly,
but I'm still half on the ground.

Somet things need to start,
to fall back into place.
I'm washing off the makeup,
creating a new face.

I ask you to be there,
I apologize how long.
It took for me to come back,
when I was so far gone.

The house of cards we built,
it may have fallen down.
But it's time for a new chapter,
let's blow away this town.

This time we start over,
and we can be just friends.
There's a lot still in our futures,
but I refuse to give in.

We fight, that's what we do,
we're honest with eachother.
But when it comes down to it,
we're best friends forever.

I tell you when you're being,
a aggorgant *******.
You tell me when I'm being,
a pain in your ***, which.

Is quite often, I know,
but one thing to remember.
We're forever in this life,
almost always together.

For ourselves and everyone else,
it would just be better.
To resolve this mess,
work on friends forever.

Forever will always have,
a special place in my heart.
May we'll just be friends,
or very far apart.

You're the guy I want there,
a bestie at my side.
Something we can work on,
and always keep in mind.

When life gets really rough,
I want to know something good.
Is coming in the distance,
working like it should.

So please let's just try,
to work things out together.
Let's work on being now,
best friends forever.

The picture in the mirror,
what do you see?
The anger pain and scars,
revolving around me.

A friend who knows the truth,
but she always goes against.
When I ask her one thing,
she goes around the fence.

I'm shaking and crying,
but she doesn't seem to care.
When I need to talk to her,
she's hardly ever there.

She makes me question words,
and her every action.
Was it really meant?
or for his satisfaction?

How can I even trust,
someone who goes behind.
My back is bleeding buckets,
he carries a heart that's mine.

But it doesn't seem to matter,
and no one seeems to care.
They merely look away,
as my "best friends" stand a tear...

I feel as though,
it was a lie.
From the first hello,
to your final goodbye.

From that time you said,
you did love me.
And that moment in time,
we could not be.

After all the screaming,
all of the words.
Every drip of blood,
all of the hurt.

After all of this ****,
that you've put me through.
I can't believe baby,
I still love you.

But I feel as though,
it was never true.
Did you really love me?
Because I loved you.

With all of my heart,
and all that I had.
I gave you everything,
you never gave back.

I fought for what,
I believed was right.
But I was always alone,
at the end of the night.

I gave and gave,
but it was never enough.
My love rejected,
my life became tough.

I was fighting for someone,
who gave up too soon.
I shot for the stars,
he settled on the moon.

I wanted to go,
oh so much farther.
But he stayed put,
could not be bothered.

When I reached high,
he gave up.
I tried and tried,
but it was never enough.

Did it all really happen?
was it one big lie?
Why did you walk away?
and have to say goodbye?

Why did you give up?
on all that we had.
Why is it simple things,
that always make you mad?

Why did you give up?
why does it feel like a lie?
Why did you walk away?
why is it goodbye?

You scream, I scream,
it's become a yelling match.
I tried to get over you,
but I am more attached.

You don't seem to get,
nor do you understand.
All I want from you,
is a caring man.

A friend to run to crying,
but he says I'm beautiful.
Holds me 'till I'm calm,
completlely lifts my world.

You want it all back,
your sweater, shirt and gift.
Well honey this ring,
I'm keeping till Earth shifts.

This ring is all I have,
hanging around my neck.
At one moment, don't you know,
what it truely meant?

"Forever Yours",
it was engraved.
But now I'm left alone,
completely betrayed.

When all I asked,
was for a friendship.
What I got in return,
was a complete heart-rip.

Here's the knife,
now dig it out of my chest.
Don't worry, sweetie,
I'll clean up the mess.

Nothing I'm not used to,
the sweat, blood and tears.
You became my worst nightmare,
carrying all of my fears.

The sweater, the shirt,
take it, it's yours to keep.
This ring and neclace however,
it's mine, over which, I weep.

It has memories,
of the man you used to be.
The one to dried my tears,
who really loved me.

But that man's gone,
and here, in his place.
Is a man I do not recognize,
with a fearfull face.

He carries my heart,
blood all on his hands.
Walking away from me,
leaving me alone again.

I'm cleaning up the mess,
but I'm drowning in my blood.
Save me, honey, please,
don't you see what I've become?

Maybe I'm a little scared,
to really open up.
Maybe I just feel as if,
I'll never be good enough.

Maybe, baby, I miss you,
and I really want you back.
Maybe you make it all right,
when everything's out of whack.

Maybe I'm scared to fall,
into a new love.
Maybe I just want you back,
to pick me up above.

My life is falling into shreds,
and I just need you here.
To hold me tight hug me close,
and whisper in my ear.

I don't think you understand,
the tears that I have cried.
The nights spent laying in bed,
wishing you were mine.

I'm crying, I'm lonely,
will you please help me?
Come here and hold me,
tell me you love me.

All those feelings,
they didn't just leave.
Where are they in you?
where could they be ...

I miss you,
I miss being by your side.
I just want you back,
I want you to be mine.