"A Broken Mirror" 🖤
Retaliation from the shadows
Unbeknownst to me
Social media retaliatory
For what madness, vision's You
Imagined - illusory
Slights - Reality isn't conducive
To a shattered clock
A broken mirror, damaged heart
Your ex turned you into fear
A travesty piece of modern art
Devoid of basic loyalty regarding
Thee towards Me
Another woman fallow
Over harvested, stolen
Left bitter, livid, and shallow?
So I turned away, Why'd You
Waste My time?
You stole, You took
Too much
Out of luck, ******.
You may look,
But don't You touch.
If You need Me, which You won't
You know where I'm stuck
You're not free, You passed the buck
I remembered that failure is
Apart of being alive
Some secret sins, custom tailored
Attracted Me, set Your hooks,
Somewhere inside
Sent me wayward
But I guess I'll swallow my pride
I'm fallen...Your youth?
Ignoring instincts and intuition
I should have kept my silence
Instead, uncouth, I forced it
Two years of circling skin
Our fantasies drenched in sin
Just another's atavistic drive
Ignored red flags, Janus eyes?
All for a pleasurable procreation
These thoughts might be lies
I don't want anything we could be
To whither on the vine, to die
In the end, I see
It doesn't ******* matter
What will be, will be...
Still livid, but I'll forgive You
For everything that's been
As time passes, maybe we'll see
Since all was fine until unmasked
And You lost Your anonymity
Regarding You're ****** fantasies
Involving Me, Your statement
"To be blunt, I want (ed) You to
**** the **** out of Me..."
We shall see. We shall see.
So many inconsistencies
And yet, a probably
On forgiving You
At least along the physically.
Then We can break my bed
In California next time upon a visit
And act upon everything you've
Dreamt inside Your head
With an occasional break for breath
A multiplicity of "the little deaths"
I'll see You then, My silence
Will be permanent
Unless You choose to put to breath
The space You placed between Us.
(J♒W)
- Johnny Raven
1:11am Thursday
May 28th, 2020