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 Jun 2016 Jocie
Allyssa Knight
Your spirit
Has faded from me like the last of water on my tongue.
I
Loved
you.

Why did you allow me to cast you away with the least bit of sympathy and anger of a broken heart that only sings melodies for you?

I am lost
I isolate myself because I traded myself for just a taste of your caressive flesh against my pure innocency.

who is at fault for my defloweration ?
I am only young at night and then dead in the morning.

you
took
my
light.

Now I am lost in the ways of the world.
who will be my light in the dark?
Why did you leave ?
 Jun 2016 Jocie
Allyssa Knight
Lost in my own made up reality of us, I forgot that you're just a boy.
You don't deserve the honey from my comb.
The breakfast in bed.
The dinner followed by foreplay and passionate ***..
You don't deserve it.
I never thought out of a million people it would be you.
You were the moon that lit up my sea of naked flowing water,
dark
rushing
stop
slow
breath down my back, love me till I realized that you love me the same way I love you.
You lied to me and you kept lying.
I trusted you with my heart, mind, body and soul.
Isn't that enough?
You're so incompetent.
But as those waves settle and the storm dissipates,
The clouds move and you're revealed. Not your representative but your actual being.
Your intentions and true feelings are revealed.
I feel dead.
This was the end of the road for the love we shared, I still love you.
But, this tragedy has turned me cold and I'll never love the same way again.
I pray that the next man I meet won't resemble a boy and will be the man that I need.
 Jun 2016 Jocie
Loveless
Depression
 Jun 2016 Jocie
Loveless
My heart...

I feel so empty...

So alone...

So lost...

My body gets cold...

It aches inside...

Something is missing...

Something is not right...

Darkness seems everywhere...

I'm blinded...

I feel...

So lifeless...

I feel...

So feelless......
Just a little write.
Written in as less words as required to express myself.
 Jun 2016 Jocie
PFL
It's where....
 Jun 2016 Jocie
PFL
Beyond any understanding of readiness,
Past the present, onto the horizon of a next moment to spare.
Within a hidden emptiness,
Somewhere to be, not aware.
Where echoing tensions melt,
  Into a calming silence, allowing the Soul to articulate,
The heart listens to love as it translates,
Touching self expressions, it’s where peace in mind dwells.
                                                         ­         PFL
 Jun 2016 Jocie
PFL
Pranzo
 Jun 2016 Jocie
PFL
We kissed,
Eyes closed, latticed arms’ unfurl,
Approaching was our bus.
Boarded, we three now parted,
Me with her,
She without the two of us.
Separated never astray,
Love’s pull,
Fills the silence when she’s away.
Strong our woven lace.
Shadows cast from above pass along the avenue in our wake,
Reminiscing the memories previously endured
When we three picnicked under the allure
Of ancient lovers’ shaded embrace.  
In a garden encased
By braided weeping ficuses
When raindrops fell, not all could we forsake.
Dew searching to quench dryness
Single drops escaped the umbrellaing trees’ clutch.
Our shared meals together,
Seasoned by myths and tears from laughter
Nice to be under the influence of another who too, expresses such,
Impromptu panini, zagara scented beer, people watching, colored by wondrous smells
Palermitano street food; a one of kind cultural meld..
Buon pranzo to all, may yours be the same,
Each day a new life experience to share and claim.
                   PFL
 Jun 2016 Jocie
Janine Jacobs
i don't know my mind
filled with fear and pain
i don't recognise the world I dwell
nor the person staring back in the mirror

it constantly feels like i'm stumbling
not knowing if i will ever catch myself

i spend my days staring at white walls
pacing the room, up and down
trying to leave my shadows behind me
but they're always stalking

you may not see my scars
my monsters are still real
even though they are invisible
they still rip me from the inside

the pills made the voices stop
now i'm surrounded by silence
the cage i'm held captive in
has become very lonely
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