I came to the realization
that I'm unable to love,
at least for now.

I don't hold on to anyone
or anything, but rather,
my own insecurities.

I've tried to love, and when
I do, I only wonder if they'll
love the things about me that
I have yet to love about myself.

If your self love has limits,
so will the love you receive.


-j.nas

Honesty, I hold back because I'm petrified.

Opening the doors to my heart will show you the result of a warzone & I don't know if you would want to stay.

I've tried to paint a picture of what it looks like from what I've gone through, & they all run. They think I have nothing left to give.

I have the most precious pieces of me left, they're just under the rubble & it's hard to dig through it alone.

All I ask, is for consistence & love; with those two things, I promise you'll encounter the best elements of me.

-j.nas

I don't think
the thought of us
not working out scared you,
I think the thought
of us working out did.

Replacing "for now" to
"forever" for any situation
is terrifying when you're
not prepared for it.


-irasol.losari/j.nas

In our minds, over time
and experience, we
plant an idea of the one
we want to love forever.

You picture them to be
everything that could
collide with your life soul
perfectly.

That's why when you
meet your soulmate,
it's a form of recognition,
instead of question. A reality
from an idea.

We already knew before we knew,
that's why they say "When you know,
you just know."

-irasol.losari

Even if I knew the end,
I would read our story again.

- irasol.losari

I'm not going to deny that I've loved.
I've loved everyone I've met & they loved me more or less in return.

Every love was different, but none were like hers.

I wasn't always easy to love. I fought addictions, pulled all nighters working, & she still loved me unconditionally. She shook hands with my demons, and still wanted to stay.

If you have someone that loves you in the midst of your personal hell, cherish them.

Anyone could love you, but not everyone loves all of you.

- irasol.losari

I've been homesick before,
but this time, home isn't a place;

It's you.

- irasol.losari