your sorrowful heart
wounded by beautiful pain
will be healed by love.

I heard from a common friend,
You have finally moved on.
Well I guess this is the end,
Of my childish imagination.

I saw you with the new one,
Then my eyes started to blur.
You wore a smile on your face,
I have never seen such before.

I knew this would happen one day,
But did not bother to prepare.
Now darkness will cover me up,
Fill me with sorrow and despair.

Fire on water,
The hearts smoke
And low rain of her eyes,
What wry lashing they gave,
The currency of night's tender,
My fare to the wandering lands
And makeshift rounds of munitions
Heat, mushroom, slice and plosive gaze.

How I wished you will regret hurting me,
When you see me roving the streets,
With lonely eyes and mournful heart,
Eyeing sweet couples who are worry-free.

How I wished you will look into my soul
And talk to it like you did before.
How I wished we will be the same again,
But then it was all in the past, the past so foul.

I'm okay
I'm alright
I can still smile
I can still laugh

There's too much pain to handle
I just lose my self

I hope he loves you
more than I love you..

I never thought of missing you
Each time I say I would not love you anymore.
From the time we started, to the moment we're broken,
I definitely could not forget it.
You never did your promise,
You let me go and you let me hurt.
Back when I first met you
I really expected that you'd be mine.
That changed when the day came
You made me feel you have forgotten me.

One day I looked at you, with my eyes embedded with admiration,
Locked in the truth that you are feeling the same way as I do.
Days and nights were the pretty moments we showered precise affection,
Never crawling away from each others arms, never letting go.

We fell asleep hugging our bodies that were full of heat and desire,
You, giving me assurance that I will never have a nightmare.
But when I woke up, I only saw myself in a room so dark and on fire!
The horror wanting to devour me, burning the souls that I wear.

Suddenly, she stole—
A kiss, a bliss that made me
Love her forever more.