Your feelings of love seem so distant
I know you question whether they are existent
Cold and alone, nowhere to truly call home
As if you're stuck in limbo, left to roam

Something in your eyes makes me think otherwise
That the things you feel you try to disguise
I want to teach you to love
To teach you **** gets better when push comes to shove

I feel safe within your embrace
And nothing is out of place
From the moment I arise till the nights demise
The thought of you gives me butterflies

I am the rat
you are the snake
wrapping me in a warm embrace
before devouring me whole

Your body beneath me
A blade pressed to your chest
Do you trust me?
Sadistic thoughts swarm my brain
Like a nest of angry wasps
A thin line
Dripping crimson honey
Your breath becomes sharp
A dull ache in my skull
Demons speaking into my ear
The knife in my hand is so tempting
I carve another line
One after one and I still ain’t done
The steal comes down full force
Tearing past flesh and bone
I can’t help but to let out a little moan
Hands painted red
Shoving my fingers in the open wounds
Can I make someone so numb feel pain?
Watching the light fade from your dark eyes
I always wanted to be your end
I promise I’ll kiss it better
But now I have you
Nothing can take you from me
The cold metal to my neck
Slices past the cartilage
Feeling warmth drip into my lungs
My vision filled with dark clouds
I mutter and choke out my last words
I love you

Sunday goodbyes are hardest to say
but Love, we'll speak another day
week spent missing you
I promise we'll make it through
so, lets dry our eyes
and say our Sunday goodbyes