None of this has been my choice,
I can see now.
All of it is up to God,
and I get relief from that somehow.
It means I don't have to decide
if you and I are meant to be.
I don't have to worry,
if you are right
you will see.
So take my life for You, God.
I believe You to the hilt.
Now do with me what you have willed.

I couldn't understand
the flood of evil
upon my body Saturday night.
I walked down Bourbon Street,
and I feared for all of their lives.
I felt helpless
I felt restless
I felt listless
and lost.
But I know that wasn't
from the same Man
who layed down His
life for us all, on the
cross. But I learned
today you cannot burn
what has already been caught,
with flame and fire so bright
the whole world might be taught.
Like Peter that night 3, 000 souls were saved.
I give my life to the Lord, and pray He
keeps me burning all my days.

I don't get as many likes anymore,
but that's because I've found His love.
I don't hear how great my words are as much anymore,
but that's because I'm studying His words.
I don't write to alleviate my demons anymore,
because He cast them from me with His love.
I don't create my own symbolism anymore,
because there is already too much raining on me from Above.