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7.4k · Mar 2017
Special person
J Rodriguez Mar 2017
Theirs always that person who you won't forget about no matter what you go through in life you just seem to always get flashback of the moments you had with that one special person but nobody could ever replace that one special person wish I had a magic wond to clear out my mind but no matter what that special person seem to come up my mind ...
4.4k · Mar 2017
Haters
J Rodriguez Mar 2017
Be smart about it think what you really good at and make something out of it ... a lot of people want to see you fail in life ..show them that u can make nothing out of something be creative with these haters because haters will always be found  hating on me or hating on you ...
4.3k · Feb 2017
Late Nights
J Rodriguez Feb 2017
Care to much it hurts ,can't seem to notice it's killing you inside but you try to ignore It, wake up in the middle of the night can't stop wondering if she ever felt so awful,to do nothing but to explode.
4.0k · Feb 2017
Unforgettable Friend
J Rodriguez Feb 2017
The most painful goodbyes are the ones never said and never explained. A smile can hide the tears. A laugh can hide the pain, but nothing stops the longing to have you back again , our Momments of laughter will never be forgotten. It seems like it's a dream but it's reality.
In loving Robinson Pujols
                                             1990-2012
Wrote this when my friend that meant something to me passed away ..
3.7k · Feb 2017
States
J Rodriguez Feb 2017
I'm as cold as Alaska, Can't seem to warm up like Texas , If I go to Las Vegas I would lose and go to Kansas !
3.4k · Mar 2017
Unwanted
J Rodriguez Mar 2017
Stop running back to what made you feel unwanted. Don't do it it can only get wrost...
3.2k · Mar 2017
Picture
J Rodriguez Mar 2017
I sometimes picture crazy things on my mind can't help it but to stop but it keeps going on
J Rodriguez Apr 2017
A lot of people are so quick to criticize other people not knowing what they go through or went through in their life . I met a women she was always grumpy . In my head I was like she's a ***** ..  so I would always be in her class room .... I'm the type that will sit their quite and analyze you ...so I'm looking at her just by me staring at her while she wrote down my assignment I asked her if she was okay .. she look to the side and said yes me knowing she wasn't she wouldn't let me see her eye to eye I noticed she had a patch on her face of make up not blend to well I noticed it was a bruise.. when class ended I waited to be the last one out of the students went up to her and told her that is not to late to get away from the toxic relationship ,she didn't know what to say she couldn't speak her voice was in knot she leaned over to me I ended up hugging her she cried in my arms and she said I try my best to be perfect and im not good enough . .... it broke my heart when she said that a young beautiful women dealing with a ******* Scumbag.....
2.4k · Jan 2017
Deep thoughts
J Rodriguez Jan 2017
I start thinking hard , my throat starts turning into a knot , it's so tight I can't seem to hold it in anymore......
2.4k · Feb 2017
Blinded
J Rodriguez Feb 2017
Have you ever just blinded your self , I was blinded once in love ,blinded into lies not knowing what to trust !
2.3k · Aug 2017
Caught my eye .
J Rodriguez Aug 2017
When you met a soul you've never seen , it can never compare to how good it feels , caught my self smiling for no reason , replying to kissy heart texts not knowing what can happen next . All I ever asked for was a better men than my ex which I will never have to wait for a text ...
2.1k · Dec 2017
Better
J Rodriguez Dec 2017
Im better of alone , being with myself wont hurt me ima love my self more than ever, get to where i want to be in life,stress free no more fake love from people negative vibes to the trash it goes, closing my circle
2.0k · Jan 2017
Pain
J Rodriguez Jan 2017
My pain is unexplainable
My pain will never leave
My pain takes over my brain
My pain has made me strong
2.0k · Mar 2017
Let's see how would you feel
J Rodriguez Mar 2017
I can love you so deep that nothing else would matter to me , but let's get one thing clear if you back stab me I can also drown you so deep so you can see how far you can swim ..
1.8k · Mar 2017
Never ungrateful
J Rodriguez Mar 2017
I never been ungrateful I always said please and thank you
1.8k · Jul 2017
,
J Rodriguez Jul 2017
,
Your enemy is right beside you!
1.7k · Mar 2017
Be your own counselor
J Rodriguez Mar 2017
You have to be your own counselor, write down how you feel when your down ... whenever I was younger I would take a note book ... wrote a lot of poems expressing how I really felt that day .. still till this day I still write poems ! Nobody else is going to understand you but yourself..
1.1k · Aug 2017
Day Dreaming
J Rodriguez Aug 2017
Im day dreaming cause of you !
1.0k · Jul 2017
What happen?
J Rodriguez Jul 2017
Nothing is the same anymore i just hope one day i will find someone that will understand me and will love me for me not just *** or plastic body parts, what happen to the late night conversations and childhood stories and your likes and dislikes? what happen to the surprises and flowers or showing up at work the little things matter always show your girl the attention she needs or someone else would ......
999 · Mar 2017
Can't relate
J Rodriguez Mar 2017
I keep quite cause I want to hide my pain , I keep it covered cause nobody ever would look at me the same , try to explain they can't relate , he or she would always play the same game ...
993 · Apr 2018
Attention
J Rodriguez Apr 2018
No matter how busy I was !
I always had the time to text you!
No matter who I was with I gave you attention!
You can give the simplest things to mean so much ! But I don’t even cross your mind ! Morning texts never counted once middle of the day hey what’s up hello ! Where have you been always an excuse! Why you didn’t pick up the phone sorry didn’t realized it was ringing! Now I come around accusing of cheating ! Flip it back around I’m stressed and I’m tearing ! I love you but I’m leaving !
918 · Feb 2017
You
J Rodriguez Feb 2017
You
I promise to get high with you and take late night rides with you
772 · Apr 2017
Emotions
J Rodriguez Apr 2017
Love can have you mix with emotions, one day you feel like you can't be without him the next you want to choke the living **** out of him ..then end up crying cause you feel unwanted or you feel like your not good enough for him ...
729 · Mar 2017
Take
J Rodriguez Mar 2017
A women can only take so much until she can't take it anymore and becomes the bad guy....
724 · Jan 2018
New Years
J Rodriguez Jan 2018
Happy New Years !
New Year letting go off all the negativity welcoming positivity...........
722 · Feb 2017
Bad News
J Rodriguez Feb 2017
Unexpected news can have your nose running.
686 · May 2018
I FEEL
J Rodriguez May 2018
I feel alone
I feel like I’m always their for everyone
I feel like I listen to everyone
I feel like I help so much and get so little
I feel like I need someone
I feel like I’m not good enough but I do the most
I feel like I’m not loved
I feel like every time I put my all into something always end up betrayed
I feel like I have nobody but my self
I feel like I need a hey how are you doing text
I feel like I’m the only one chasing
I feel like I’m not wanted
I feel like crying sometimes
I feel like I deserve to be happy for once
I feel like I’m in a dark space and I need to see some light !
626 · Mar 2017
Hard
J Rodriguez Mar 2017
Fall so hard you can't get up
Try so hard not good enough
Laugh so hard can't hide enough
Think so hard you think your done ..
553 · Feb 2018
W
J Rodriguez Feb 2018
W
Always put your worth before your feelings!
541 · Jan 2018
Why me !!!
J Rodriguez Jan 2018
I was never suppose to feel so down like this you made me feel like you would never leave and their you go out the door like nothing ever matter to me , I just wish you can feel this pain I feel you told me you loved me but that was just a simple lie how can you make someone feel so down and incomplete! They say love was pure and unforgettable but this right here is an awful feeling unexplainable until you go through! I’m down now but I will come up ...
517 · Jul 2017
Lost my self
J Rodriguez Jul 2017
ive lost my self trying my best to ******* the best lost my self trying to please you in so many ways ,i lost my self loving you so deep i cant seem to find my self with no one else, also lost my self loving such a ungrateful person .....
515 · Jul 2017
Struggles
J Rodriguez Jul 2017
Nobody knows your struggles .
514 · Aug 2018
Toxic
J Rodriguez Aug 2018
All I ever wanted was for you to bring my mood up and all you did was bring it down but I got back up.
475 · Jul 2017
Dont chase
J Rodriguez Jul 2017
I wil no longer chase. what will not chase me. i promised my self i will never show my all cause thats when you get hurt the most.....
472 · Mar 2017
Story
J Rodriguez Mar 2017
Everyone has a sad story some would be told and some will just be kept in silent , some will blaze some will drink their pain away ....
463 · Dec 2017
Fool
J Rodriguez Dec 2017
sometimes I have to be a fool to fool the fool
Let it go with the flow at the end their the ones that are going to be hurt , since you already know the truth pretend you never seen anything  .#Fool # toFool
457 · Oct 2019
Mad at the world
J Rodriguez Oct 2019
I had a lot of anger because of unanswered questions
422 · Mar 2017
Be yourself
J Rodriguez Mar 2017
You can't be someone your not your unique don't let nobody tell you wise !
416 · Mar 2017
She's Gone
J Rodriguez Mar 2017
Soon I'll be gone she said that's when you know she's done.
379 · Mar 2018
Once upon a time
J Rodriguez Mar 2018
Once upon a time I fell in love , loved so hard I had butterflies in my stomach, felt so real but it was all a fantasy. Blinding my eyes , ripping out my heart sending it to a cardiologist, couldn’t help the chest pains ,Fear was all I had in mind , the thought of you living without someone .. your going crazy ! Your going crazy ! Never knew it will get this far, sleepless nights waiting for the sun to rise my mind running miles, I asked my self what did I do wrong ?.. I gave you my all ,
356 · Nov 2018
To what broke me once
J Rodriguez Nov 2018
He made me feel low even at my worst
He made me feel worthless
He made me feel pain
He made me feel unwanted
He disrespected me
He was never honest
He said he will always change
He would call me mean names
He would yell at me for no reason
He made me think that I couldn’t live without him
If things didn’t go his way there was no way.
He was always cranky
He made me cry every night
He would hide everything
He would always accuse me
He try to destroy me
He would call me crazy
He did so much to me that I thought one day he would change
Don’t ever burn yourself to keep others warm cause at the end it’s only you ! It took me years with being with this person to realize he was never going to change .i up lifted my self from this toxic relationship and left it hurts to see people are just heartless and love to take advantage of people and sometimes it has to do with mental illness and trauma they had in the pass lady’s and men don’t stay in a toxic relationship run as far as you can !I made a promise to my self that I would never look back to what broke me at one time.
328 · Apr 2017
Fall
J Rodriguez Apr 2017
No matter as much as I fall I will get up .
323 · Sep 2017
Why???
J Rodriguez Sep 2017
Lies lies and more lies I ask my self why ? Why? Am I still here ......
308 · Jul 2017
how you feel
J Rodriguez Jul 2017
Dont be afraid to tell someone how you feel weather they like it or not ....
307 · May 2019
May14
J Rodriguez May 2019
I've opened up to the wrong people in my life now i'm completely shut down when it comes to the past ,present ,and future i move quietly azabache always with me to much evilness.
287 · Jul 2017
alot
J Rodriguez Jul 2017
ive been through alot but dont show it ,i remember struggling to hide my tears. i remember being in class trying to focused..
271 · Feb 2017
Think about it
J Rodriguez Feb 2017
Love is pain but loneliness is worst
253 · Oct 2018
Had you in mind baby
J Rodriguez Oct 2018
I just want to tell you that your so beautiful you have such a good heart your so caring I love it baby , every day you just blow my mind baby . I can’t wait to lay my tongue on that ***** baby I think about you day and night baby, I wish I was really close to you right now baby I wouldn’t even mind smelling your breath in the morning baby, I’m so goofy I can’t help it baby I want my arms around you baby I’m never leaving you baby ,your all mines baby and when you wake up baby just know you already on my mind baby , I want to be your ride or die baby like the one you never had baby just know you shine more than a diamond baby , I don’t even try to rhyme baby it just comes out of me baby I can’t wait to make you mines baby ! i usually don’t do this baby but you got me baby .
205 · Oct 2018
Iguess...
J Rodriguez Oct 2018
Arguments never seem to stop the past always seem to come up , leaving cant find a way the next day a good day the following allowing your whole day ruined.
201 · Feb 2019
February 13th /2019
J Rodriguez Feb 2019
I fight my own demons I rather deal with them my self.
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