Theirs always that person who you won't forget about no matter what you go through in life you just seem to always get flashback of the moments you had with that one special person but nobody could ever replace that one special person wish I had a magic wond to clear out my mind but no matter what that special person seem to come up my mind ...
Be smart about it think what you really good at and make something out of it ... a lot of people want to see you fail in life ..show them that u can make nothing out of something be creative with these haters because haters will always be found hating on me or hating on you ...
Care to much it hurts ,can't seem to notice it's killing you inside but you try to ignore It, wake up in the middle of the night can't stop wondering if she ever felt so awful,to do nothing but to explode.
The most painful goodbyes are the ones never said and never explained. A smile can hide the tears. A laugh can hide the pain, but nothing stops the longing to have you back again , our Momments of laughter will never be forgotten. It seems like it's a dream but it's reality.
In loving Robinson Pujols
Wrote this when my friend that meant something to me passed away ..
I'm as cold as Alaska, Can't seem to warm up like Texas , If I go to Las Vegas I would lose and go to Kansas !
Stop running back to what made you feel unwanted. Don't do it it can only get wrost...
I sometimes picture crazy things on my mind can't help it but to stop but it keeps going on
A lot of people are so quick to criticize other people not knowing what they go through or went through in their life . I met a women she was always grumpy . In my head I was like she's a ***** .. so I would always be in her class room .... I'm the type that will sit their quite and analyze you ...so I'm looking at her just by me staring at her while she wrote down my assignment I asked her if she was okay .. she look to the side and said yes me knowing she wasn't she wouldn't let me see her eye to eye I noticed she had a patch on her face of make up not blend to well I noticed it was a bruise.. when class ended I waited to be the last one out of the students went up to her and told her that is not to late to get away from the toxic relationship ,she didn't know what to say she couldn't speak her voice was in knot she leaned over to me I ended up hugging her she cried in my arms and she said I try my best to be perfect and im not good enough . .... it broke my heart when she said that a young beautiful women dealing with a ******* Scumbag.....
I start thinking hard , my throat starts turning into a knot , it's so tight I can't seem to hold it in anymore......
Have you ever just blinded your self , I was blinded once in love ,blinded into lies not knowing what to trust !
When you met a soul you've never seen , it can never compare to how good it feels , caught my self smiling for no reason , replying to kissy heart texts not knowing what can happen next . All I ever asked for was a better men than my ex which I will never have to wait for a text ...
Im better of alone , being with myself wont hurt me ima love my self more than ever, get to where i want to be in life,stress free no more fake love from people negative vibes to the trash it goes, closing my circle
My pain is unexplainable
My pain will never leave
My pain takes over my brain
My pain has made me strong
I can love you so deep that nothing else would matter to me , but let's get one thing clear if you back stab me I can also drown you so deep so you can see how far you can swim ..
I never been ungrateful I always said please and thank you
Your enemy is right beside you!
You have to be your own counselor, write down how you feel when your down ... whenever I was younger I would take a note book ... wrote a lot of poems expressing how I really felt that day .. still till this day I still write poems ! Nobody else is going to understand you but yourself..
Im day dreaming cause of you !
Nothing is the same anymore i just hope one day i will find someone that will understand me and will love me for me not just *** or plastic body parts, what happen to the late night conversations and childhood stories and your likes and dislikes? what happen to the surprises and flowers or showing up at work the little things matter always show your girl the attention she needs or someone else would ......
I keep quite cause I want to hide my pain , I keep it covered cause nobody ever would look at me the same , try to explain they can't relate , he or she would always play the same game ...
No matter how busy I was !
I always had the time to text you!
No matter who I was with I gave you attention!
You can give the simplest things to mean so much ! But I don’t even cross your mind ! Morning texts never counted once middle of the day hey what’s up hello ! Where have you been always an excuse! Why you didn’t pick up the phone sorry didn’t realized it was ringing! Now I come around accusing of cheating ! Flip it back around I’m stressed and I’m tearing ! I love you but I’m leaving !
I promise to get high with you and take late night rides with you
Love can have you mix with emotions, one day you feel like you can't be without him the next you want to choke the living **** out of him ..then end up crying cause you feel unwanted or you feel like your not good enough for him ...
A women can only take so much until she can't take it anymore and becomes the bad guy....
Happy New Years !
New Year letting go off all the negativity welcoming positivity...........
Unexpected news can have your nose running.
I feel alone
I feel like I’m always their for everyone
I feel like I listen to everyone
I feel like I help so much and get so little
I feel like I need someone
I feel like I’m not good enough but I do the most
I feel like I’m not loved
I feel like every time I put my all into something always end up betrayed
I feel like I have nobody but my self
I feel like I need a hey how are you doing text
I feel like I’m the only one chasing
I feel like I’m not wanted
I feel like crying sometimes
I feel like I deserve to be happy for once
I feel like I’m in a dark space and I need to see some light !
Fall so hard you can't get up
Try so hard not good enough
Laugh so hard can't hide enough
Think so hard you think your done ..
Always put your worth before your feelings!
I was never suppose to feel so down like this you made me feel like you would never leave and their you go out the door like nothing ever matter to me , I just wish you can feel this pain I feel you told me you loved me but that was just a simple lie how can you make someone feel so down and incomplete! They say love was pure and unforgettable but this right here is an awful feeling unexplainable until you go through! I’m down now but I will come up ...
ive lost my self trying my best to ******* the best lost my self trying to please you in so many ways ,i lost my self loving you so deep i cant seem to find my self with no one else, also lost my self loving such a ungrateful person .....
Nobody knows your struggles .
All I ever wanted was for you to bring my mood up and all you did was bring it down but I got back up.
I wil no longer chase. what will not chase me. i promised my self i will never show my all cause thats when you get hurt the most.....
Everyone has a sad story some would be told and some will just be kept in silent , some will blaze some will drink their pain away ....
sometimes I have to be a fool to fool the fool
Let it go with the flow at the end their the ones that are going to be hurt , since you already know the truth pretend you never seen anything .#Fool # toFool
I had a lot of anger because of unanswered questions
You can't be someone your not your unique don't let nobody tell you wise !
Soon I'll be gone she said that's when you know she's done.
Once upon a time I fell in love , loved so hard I had butterflies in my stomach, felt so real but it was all a fantasy. Blinding my eyes , ripping out my heart sending it to a cardiologist, couldn’t help the chest pains ,Fear was all I had in mind , the thought of you living without someone .. your going crazy ! Your going crazy ! Never knew it will get this far, sleepless nights waiting for the sun to rise my mind running miles, I asked my self what did I do wrong ?.. I gave you my all ,
He made me feel low even at my worst
He made me feel worthless
He made me feel pain
He made me feel unwanted
He disrespected me
He was never honest
He said he will always change
He would call me mean names
He would yell at me for no reason
He made me think that I couldn’t live without him
If things didn’t go his way there was no way.
He was always cranky
He made me cry every night
He would hide everything
He would always accuse me
He try to destroy me
He would call me crazy
He did so much to me that I thought one day he would change
Don’t ever burn yourself to keep others warm cause at the end it’s only you ! It took me years with being with this person to realize he was never going to change .i up lifted my self from this toxic relationship and left it hurts to see people are just heartless and love to take advantage of people and sometimes it has to do with mental illness and trauma they had in the pass lady’s and men don’t stay in a toxic relationship run as far as you can !I made a promise to my self that I would never look back to what broke me at one time.
No matter as much as I fall I will get up .
Lies lies and more lies I ask my self why ? Why? Am I still here ......
Dont be afraid to tell someone how you feel weather they like it or not ....
I've opened up to the wrong people in my life now i'm completely shut down when it comes to the past ,present ,and future i move quietly azabache always with me to much evilness.
ive been through alot but dont show it ,i remember struggling to hide my tears. i remember being in class trying to focused..
Love is pain but loneliness is worst
I just want to tell you that your so beautiful you have such a good heart your so caring I love it baby , every day you just blow my mind baby . I can’t wait to lay my tongue on that ***** baby I think about you day and night baby, I wish I was really close to you right now baby I wouldn’t even mind smelling your breath in the morning baby, I’m so goofy I can’t help it baby I want my arms around you baby I’m never leaving you baby ,your all mines baby and when you wake up baby just know you already on my mind baby , I want to be your ride or die baby like the one you never had baby just know you shine more than a diamond baby , I don’t even try to rhyme baby it just comes out of me baby I can’t wait to make you mines baby ! i usually don’t do this baby but you got me baby .
Arguments never seem to stop the past always seem to come up , leaving cant find a way the next day a good day the following allowing your whole day ruined.
I fight my own demons I rather deal with them my self.