Sometimes it seems as if in my dreams there were someone suffocating me.
like trying to stop me from taking flight
and reaching heights where I want to be.
I cant help but think......and think....annnnnd think
that, this is my dream
so must this be me??
i mean really who else could it be?
It manifests and person acting in a way that's material
...every single time it makes me feel inferior
When it wakes me up I stare through a broken mirror
and I say to myself
"You could have been a bit clearer"
I feel like in waking life
the same kind of thin happens
Like little reminders, things I should caption
I pay attention, you could call it a talent
Much to often I'm open and fiery with passion
so suddenly i snap when something misshapes
Is someone trying to trap me?
it won't happen
I'm a beast, I'm a dragon.
I open my wings and I soar to the clouds
there's no possible way you can get me to come down
the only thing that I fear here are Planes....
& becoming the dragon is my only escape.

That feeling....it's incredible.
Like Magik.
I almost forgot how much I've missed the taste if his lips.
the soft texture.
as he picks me up from the ground
I stare at him and he knows
He knows everything
why my days are much brighter when I get to see him.
In that moment, everything felt right again.
that kiss brought me happiness that is irreplaceable.
and from that kiss to understand what Love is....
It's not a feeling
Love Is.
It Just Is.
It cannot be explained or replaced by another word.
Love is love itself.
and that is all there is.

within my own inflexibility My rigidity deteriorates me
circumstances are changing
these are potentials I’m afraid to correct
I become carried away when I identify with stimuli
I’m boundless I know no restraints

I’m extreme in reaction though I regret my severity
I’m alert to the patterns instincts fail for the need of harmony
I align, my emotions with awareness
an enchanted form of perfected grace
loyalty to doubt lack of power to concentrate
focus perceived illogically
spontaneously conceptualizing
determination leads to recognition in a position of influence
but only when recognized for being in the right place at the right time
the bitterness in rejection when overstimulating the mind


Even amongst the greatest of decadences
spirit warrior has no polarity
in nature of truth blessed this innocence maintained regardless
analysis of personal actions and effects
in an extreme state of self consciousness
self deluted irrational focus on what’s already passed
this inspiration that a rational concept can be established

lack to continue intelligence to endure
persistent re-evaluation
indecision in times of transformation
a deep and profound need to self express
materialism disrupts creativity at best
attracting loyalty as a gift
leadership sanctioned in times of crisis
a natural position of practicality avoiding conflict to keep security
alert to patterns of inferior elements
creates cooperation and results in management
the most successful action is powerful and extreme reaction
a boundless energy which ignores awareness
no restraint puts spirit at risk
balancing principals with energy leads to expansion
and properity
securing identity through careful consideration
opposing restrictions with determination
ignorance of innocence betrayed by action
when finding yourself in a negative position
the success of restraint lies not in abandonment
but caution expressed as a social experiment
instincts may fail for the need of Harmony
yes establish conditions for collective mastery
self deluted transformation reassed inspiration
to omit retrogression would be the sin of omission
to justify these time would be to mislead the mind