All on that ride we dreamed....?

(Nothing completed itself)

•

We know what it was was happening

Couldn't get it together

Now

We are dyin

••

Dyin

Approaching death

Dyin

(Really

Already dead)

///
\\
///

In a wild moment magic still

Exists

----

Look up!

Unicorns and dragons in the real sky

RIDE!

--

(Lovely child)

••

You can if you want

•

In a wild moment

You

Exist

••

Yes you do

Lovely child

end of day

.........add song!...........

little wilted children
scurry home

who knew you wouldn't be there
who knew!
who knew what you'd become
who knew.....who knew?

...............add song!...............

little child
runaway
little child
be gone
little child
runaway

momma don done ya wrong

end of day

........add song!.........

little wilted children
hurry home

whatever it is
home...has become

maybe a mountain
filled with love

keep on singin

......da song!.........

so sorry

you are needed

("aware"... &....."awake"....
WHATEVER...)

YOU DONT SEEM TO CARE ANYMORE!

you seem content to merely
exist
for a while longer
and be ............."gone"

IT SEEMS SICK!

(whatever)

i hope i am making you feel " bad"

i hope you know i am really..."angry"

(not sorry)

i wont become sick ...like you

no i wont

i wont

i
wont

All show!

CREATIVITY

That creates nothing but revenue

--

EAT YER POPCORN
boys and girls!
--

HARDLY HUMAN

Jesus Christ!

We're hardly human

---
--

Amid the death dealing. criminality

((("""")))
•   •
)
<>
/
/    \
/\

••

HURRY HURRY
READ ALL ABOUT IT

REALITY !

( soon it's gone )

••

Hey !  Hey there !

I wanna know ( yeah yeah )

I wanna know

All about yer boy friend!
(Yeah yeah!)
All about yer girl friend !

How YE ****
Fight
**** and moan !!

Jes wanna know
( yeah)
Jes GOTTA know !

••

OH WELL

DON'T GOTTA WORRY BOUR REALITY NO MORE!

IT 'S GONE !

••


HURRY HURRY!

Cause

Pretty soon we too be gone !

Cept for some ***** and *******

Left scattered on the floor somewhere

my time being born
on the wings of sorrow
ride the waves
far above these forms
which haunt me

child, I am bound
for the gentle valley
I will raise for you
sweet acres of golden corn
to bear your hunger
less painfully

child, beware
of all the tides of reason
they will use your love of livin
as the means
to drive you from the seasons

child, take heed
and stay with all good souls a'friended
there ain't a thing that I
don't understand
but
the time for "that" has ended

my time being born
on the wings of sorrow
ride the waves
ride the waves
ride the waves

we can hardly remember what we never experienced
(can we?)

"love?
what's that?"

the question we cannot bear to face

for we were never really loved

----

we can pretend
and so we do

for we cannot bear to face
that we

were never loved

and are not loved now

-----

there can be no love without compassion

and we are not compassionate

for

we dont know who WE are!

---------

no-one is WHO they pretend to be

(this we all know)

it is something that we cannot bear to face

---

we can do only one thing

shall we do it?

shall you do it with me?

/ movin \


We be movin on

•.  Lords of cretion•

)(


Mickey Mouse in Scarlet

><


Brooklyn Bridge  !

( though New York City 's gone )

••

Naked lady village scene

Making love to the Carnival  Queen

•

Climb the mountain

Guru is come


Wait too long

And the guru 's gone

••


Rain ,,,, (she )

Hippie boy

Rain ,,,,, (?)



She is the true eternal babe

forever in high school though she

Never gets laid

SILLY GIRL

****** mother of the world


SILLY BOY

the last hippie lover don't never die



.

our stories

we write them ourselves

who cares anymore
about anyone
other

than as a one
to fulfill
our need
our greed
the story book fantancy
of love gone by?

we write the final page long before
its true time

we know the grief to come
we betray our lives
out of what?

boredom?

who knows?

our stories

we write them ourselves
in lines
and lies

well

the lovers are still here!
waiting!

as

songs of betrayal

fill the airways
of hearts and minds

who really
really

who loves?

really
really
who?

in the darkest hour
NOW!

WHO REALLY
really

really cares enough
to really

love

I DO I DO I DO
I DO I DO I DO

death is here
we are surrounded

we are really
really
really surrounded

by death

who really cares?

DO YOU DO YOU DO YOU?

if not, what?
if not, what?

if not?

well we know

death has surrounded us

we know

()_ ()
        (•!
<>
/..\
/\
\\\

She says she fell in love

****** razor

In the sink

••

She is in love

Pile of ***** clothes

On the floor

••

Looks out the window - he

Sees a young boy walking

His road

••

Tattered old flag

Proudly he lays down

Why ?

••

Nicotine stained fingers

Godzilla

Fukushima

••

Sister got *****

Forgiveness

He says he didn't do it

••

Tattered old flag

He

Sees

after all
we are all that is here

the liars speak
you don't have to listen

aint no lover worth it
aint no good comin
to only some of us

we are here

--

i know you well,  girl
you need
more than me

--

we are all that is here
the dance
the only show

needin
more than "someone"
hero
warrior
you are

with me

--

aint no lover worth it
aint no good comin
to only some of us

we are here

walkin dream song seasons unto the mystic light
along far away foreign beaches
........babe, will there be
something to remember?........babe
will there only be a sense of waste?
-----------
we
did what ever everyone else did
we
ignored what we knew
of the passing years
and the pain
----------
along these
foreign beaches
.....
we might as well be
space travels midst the stars
-------
along the lighted beach together
forever
in memories that never shatter nor break
in the unshakeable  pain of our memory
in the unfathomable sense
of shame
-------------
babe.....sorry
babe------i
would of tried harder if i knew better
but the light still shines and i walk on
....
come on!
keep walkin
keep walkin
and shinin
with the light
still shinin
on the beath
where we walk

on a fine and free day...............
..............sing

(..............the song ?................)

"BE IN LOVE WITH ALL WHO ARE HERE"

lo!.... jealously
shall dissapears
and with it
all it's pain

when you "chase"
(obviously)
you chase away
what you seek

WHY!!!!!!
its as if .................

"FEELING PAIN"

.................................is what you want!
---
---

there is a feeling pure and true
be of it
and see
how those  you  seek
COME TO YOU!

just as you would do

IF YOU SAW SOMEBODY FREE

for you would see
AN OPEN DOOR TO THE WORLD

the withering sense of shame

WE ARE THE HUMAN BEINGS HERE!

debased creatures hiding from the storm

WE WERE THE HUMAN BEINGS ONCE!

tea partyed and obamafied children

WE WERE...SOMETHING!

we wallow in self pity and scorn

MAYBE WE SHOULD  do something WHAT?!

we are sad and sorry false lovers

WE KNOW BETTER...(I THINK!)

the withering sense of shame lingers

waiting for the 2010 elections

the depression

the next world war

..........ever betray?

never trust what a man does
but only what
he says.............

(and never deeply)

in the TRUE KNOWING
i
stand undefineable
and bring

only ONE GIFT
only one

--

in the obvious

in the desire to attain
the
one worth having

we need not criticize anyone

--

in the obvious

we arrive

at the door

always opening

and see eachother

there

(          
                        )
(
\/
/\
/    \
                                            ###

          ­                                       ( who ? )

                    ###

sacred bodies !    ( sacred images of Man )

//     //                                    

we have learned from all our most lovely poets

That when the girl says

I LOVE YOU

She is ALWAYS      So god - ****** sincere

the boy should fall to the ground in the humblest  display of gratitude

( after first pulling his pants down - of course )



And that when the boy says

I LOVE YOU

he is NEVER        sincere

But is merely thinking

I GONNA GET IN HER PANTS !

://:

Then at the end she gets to show she really hates him

( which she really did from the start )

Because of some reason never articulated

••

So

Boys

What have you learned !        ?

/::/

sacred bodies!         (sacred images of Man )

and the vision is of
.............the Master
on the Hill

and he is waiting
.......and for what ?

but he is sitting

on the Hill

and we are not
--------

we are

running through ephemeral shadows
we are

chasing memories of when we thought we were loved

we thought that being loved
would allow us to love

but it did not

---------------------

and the vision is of
.............the Master
on the Hill

and he is waiting
.......and for what ?

but he is sitting

on the Hill

and we are not

... There might be human beings

with real human emotions

Living in THIS world

...

Helping us see the world and to see each other

//

But no

They are mechanical death defying

Stunt shows

Where humans are mere adjuncts

To an dystopian reality

That ( as intended ) numb us

To the reality that is really our own

As we sit there stuffing down popcorn

Saying stuff like

GREAT SPECIAL EFFECTS

Or

NICE **** ON THAT BABE WOW!

Or

THIS IS EVEN BETTER THAN THE

PREVIOUS 6 of the franchise

( franchise -- a new movie term

::

Really --- it is our hapless

MIND getting MINED

That is the franchise )

••

It is more DEATH

it is ALL death

//

sexing us up

getting us used to the NEW POLICE STATE

which is our reality

And

As corporately intended

Driving us from

Each other ( and possible sanity )

Into the world of addictive numbness

And lovelessness

////

WE ARE THE ONLY MOVIE !

WE ARE ..... THE STARS

WE ARE IN THE

IMPROMPTU STREET THEATRE

OF LIFE

TAKE BACK YOUR SOULS !

TAKE BACK YOUR HEARTS !

TAKE BACK YOUR MINDS !

you can you know

Yes yes

Yes you can

in simpler terms?
but no!
no time ........no time
for this or that
or whys
or for forevers

no mountain peaks
nor soothing nights
with transendental lovers
who in the morning
will be gone

no time at all
no time at all

--

tomorrows are dead
and the folk that were to be there

and your children
and your dreams
and your memories

(your whys
and your forevers)

nothing shall be there
nothing at all

------

one thing shall be there

-------

and we know what that is

LINGERING
the inquisitorial scheme of things

LINGERING
the massive indifference we feel
toward
somebody
else's pain

" LOVE YOU"
is often said

believe and you 're dead

"I LOVE YOU"

is said to ...hurt

AND WE ARE HURT
SO VERY HURT

add a wind and a tree

a gentle fragrance filling
the woods

add a feeling that
gracefully moves

add a desire "to please"

add ...maybe
yourself!

and then surely

i'll be there

^__^
(      •  •
            \
              <>
               v        v    

                 :::

She tells me many things

••

See !

The children suffer so !

Pain
( blowin in the wind ! )

Up and down

Liked lynched negroes
Wavin
In bitter breezes

••

(But they's poor kids so
It's okay )
-

We use our righteous indignation only
When it's safe -- don't we ?

•

( yes she tells me many things )

••

the sterility facing us is enormous
what are we doing here?

we are vaporous and inane
nameless

nameless amid the sanctity
of NAME
--
we weep we pout we cry
but still we are invisible
though face to face
--
we have no eyes no minds
--
--
we say "hello there"
--
we hope for an answer
there is no answer
--
"hello there"
see
there is no answer

WHAT COULD WE SAY, ANYWAY?

the plain

dry,
on fire

the world

-----

dying of thirst

DO YOU LOVE ME?

-------

once free men
we were

weren't we?

-------

DO YOU CARE?

--------


white horse

i see

i see you there

---------

in the WAR

we

---------

we shall ride together

there shall be VICTORY

that's what WE are for

it's why the

WHITE HORSE

is here

O
Om

O
Om

........

Many the years

(O
Om)

•

You know One Thing

(That I will always be here)

••

I only want to ask you of yourself

••

I seen the Child

She looked at me

WHAT WAS SEEN?  I GOT TO KNOW

••

Who I am?

What are you?

••

Oh my god!

INSANITY!!

..

O
Om

O
Om

••

(Is anybody HOME?)

••

We love and then we are gone

We are walking down some road

Look!  Here we are!

I see you
Do you see me?

(-----She laughs and then she's gone!-----)

••

O
Om

O
Om

••

If there's a god I'm going there

If there's a god
Please come along

••

O
Om

O
Om

in awkward flight from the unreal tribe
in the biting wind
he hears

of worth-while
human beings
somewhere

and he goes there

--

love song simple

all reasons fade
as they appear

as  mere
manipulation

i

remember

true days

--

and true lovers
sure

--

i remember

--

you

--

we fled together from the unreal tribe
together

and found
eachother

and the world

(                    
•
                   )







^^^

                                                   ­            ( soft fire )

••                                            

the most loving person I ever knowed

was a ***** I met on 7th avenue

••

It was over 30 years ago !

I think she made it thru somehow

I really really liked her kid

She was my friend

( thing were much realer then )

••

we were much realer then

••                                                      

w­e played

                                            ••

Looking for love !!!!!

**** !!!!!!!

•

Life is love

••

We wandered lovely the streets

Heart to heart

Eye to eye

Till we come upon that pick up
Truck !

The light snow falling on the dream

////

Heart to heart

Eye to eye

We softly kissed and said goodbye

•

In this the hour of

SELL

&

BUY

She was less a ***** than you or I

There are many ways to die

•

Eating ****

••

Dance the free song into place
With the power on your tongue

With the pure death your ally

---

(I & you
We're always here you know

Together)

Beyond the mind games we are forced to play

••

Tell me you love me if you do
If you don't the earth shall die

This you've known for a long time

Bit it's easier to pretend to cry
For a "lover" you've never really touched

False emotions in which to hide
From that which you must truly do

In order to survive

•

Come

Breathe your dose of radiation and move on!

Maybe you'll only get *****!

Maybe they'll let you live in slavery

--

Maybe

•
•
•


I love you

••

Maybe someday might mean something

(
_       _
      )

/\
                   ~~~~     ~~~

Even the ****** are gettin bored
Hangin out on Broadway

••

If YE think that ANYTHING that happens to you
Defines you

You're ****** !

••

The world is approaching a complete and total
Shut - down

A total STOPPAGE

To survive

YOU MUST STOP BEFORE IT DOES !

••

You might say

BUT I'M TOO YOUNG !

everything you need will be provided
Trust me

••
••

when WAR is all
                                      your COUNTRY can afford

It ain't yours now really !

.::.

Listen to what your leaders ! / your teachers ! /
Are saying !

JUST ONCE !

AND THEN DON' T LISTEN ANYMORE !

:::: // ::::

If you think that ANYTHING that happens to you
Defines you

you're ****** !

••          

Even the ****** are gettin bored
Hangin out on Broadway

••

( They now all live

in Washington D . C . )

                                                            

(
              •
                            )


^^^

I think that there is so little love in the world

Because so many people are reading

HELLO POETRY POETRY

and believing in the underlying philosophy

That permeates it

()

                                                                ( oh well      what the hell ? )

White paper

Ripped from the typewriter
Crumbled up
tossed into the corner of the alley
over by the dumpster
The crumbled up boy
Lies there

Ripped from the typewriter
---
I wrote a story
About a boy

I

.

was a boy

The crippled old man
Was----/////?
--
--
--

And so we talk!
We talk so of the taboo-ed times

The taboo-ed stories we have woven out of pain

Stories written-----
-----
a low scream fills the places we have been

The crumbled up pieces of the story

Crumbled up
Behind the dumpster
There

...
...

ORDINARY..........at last!
.............the....epitome
of........."seed"
planted......­deeply
with ........care

in the....middle-of-the-day
in the
........virginity
of ...your....purely beating
Heart

.........the soil.....and.......the rain....

"lovers-only"
...............we keep
all the ......promises made

we tell eachother ....stories
of the....."final Home"

and touch eachother......gently
and it's all right

and touch eachother....gently
as we...should

and touch eachother.....simply
because we.....must

and who-so-ever  be
rich and glad
may
"christ-church" his wrongs
unto a
common enemy
-
"kingly killing"
yea
being
our rebirth song
-re-inventing america
for our
new heaven's sake

•
/\
/\
                                                    Poet
/:/

the naked writhing YOU
So perfectly anyone's !

•

In the dark hour

I don't have to see your face

••

I love you dearly

Every once in awhile

//

It don't matter

We are both psychotic

//

Writhing FOREVER

curses and promises

••

Compulsively Naked bodies

( Our minds are closed )

••

In a while

We' ll get to hate

••

True patriots

( We shall surely hate )

//

rolling of waters

come to the rivers
the seas

the sky is

and you

seer and seen

-----

simple the song

simple

the power

be a warrior

--------

lovely the maiden

the ******* of the maiden

the child of the maiden

the mother

the father

--

the rolling waters

of rivers and seas

the coming together

people met

----------

dignity

knowing
eachother

full and complete

---------

rolling of waters
rivers
seas

you
me

under the sky

seer and seen

Enters the quiet bay

Lo!
Artillery

••

What war is here!

••

(What war?)

••

And we

WHAT ARE WE TO IT?

••

(Mere "toy")

••
•


A toy boat on the waters

But the death is real

••

Our bodies!

--

What's really going on!

••

They are trying to **** us!

WHY?

Who cares why
Just don't go there

Into the bay

In the "BOAT OF THE BRAIN DEAD MINIONS!"

••

No

Come with Me

••

Come with Me

Out onto the high seas

Under real stars

LIKE A CHILD.....
come

only the mountain dominion reigns

LIKE A CHILD....
in innocence
only

you may enter

unto the
PURITY

trusting

in yourself and everyone

after Not facing fear for so long .......
...................comes sheer terror!

pretending simple truths are too hard to grasp
we beomes helpless and dependent

good god!

(hey!!............... good.....idea!

TO SAY ONE BELIEVES
IN....GOD!)

in the toilet
LOOK!..........me head!

in the graveyard!
LOOK!..............me dead!

all the old gods are gone
(and they've taken all the "gold!")

the old truths
(nirvana, heaven, peace)
lie broken in the unfertile soil

and are rottening
in the poisoned air

AND HERE WE ARE!
(it's our turn, now!)

------------

gutless wonders

OR...?

--------------

heros have no past
no future
no present

ONLY EACHOTHER

---------

no lovers

ONLY LOVE

-----------

the old gods are dead

we , too...?

or.......?

YOU TELL ME

the Day dreams for itself

COME.......LET US ENTER!

our WILL-alone....should suffice

(AND WHAT ARE WE...TRYING TO ..DO?)

all was understood
before we arrived

ALL THE LINES
PERFECTLY WRITTEN!

and YOU?

chosen for the part only you can "play"
....................................(and so perfectly)

EVERYONE.....THE "LEAD!"

(even if just standin
"off-to-the-side")

SO

sit back and admire the "scenery"

the
......NATURE

the
......ALLEY

the
.......CITY STREETS

eachother
.....

destiny
......

fate

)(        X       )(
||
0   0
<>
/      \
/\
                                                                                       cute kid
^^

Come and see
The last crippled hippie on the way to jail

The old man
Used to talk of wisdom
(What a      Geek ! )

She
Took her mind off her ****** for awhile

##

On the beach at dawn
Naked love / (simple song )
Innocent laughter / the policemen come

***** ***** in the night
The truth is dancing in the moonlight

##

One more year       One more year
And then total poverty

He
Kept thinking of her ****** and the young boy's ***

Every single second is an act of ****

Every single second is an act of ****

Hollow wind

Sound

We

••

The desert

The old man rides

The storm

•••

Ain't none else here

••

Images of corpses

And you too girl

••

Absolutely

••

Knives flesh  anything you want

Meet and mingle in the neon night

••

Gays and straights and saints and a real man too somewhere it is said

••

I believe

••

Ain't had a bite to eat in a thousand years

••

A child rises from death and your arms

••

Hollow

The sound

Wind

I

---

Tell the story you should want to know about

••

If you listen I'll be glad

Think about it!
(No don't)
-------
Mama don't live here
No mo'
....

From the balconies
Children falling
To the ground
-----

Children fall
From balconies
To the ground
-----
Walking beneath
Drone airplane skies

Death is falling
To the streets

Mama don't
Live here
No mo'

Neither do you
Or
I
-------

I rise
I rise in full glory
SEE!

Either way we die

OR DEATH DIES!
(We shall see )

If they die
We
Die

OH NO

THEY WON'T
DIE

kids used to play games

then they started sticking pins and needles
into voodoo dolls

now they stick pins and needles into themselves

-----------

its not hard too get high
when we are so low

take your face outta the garbage
and you are high round here

-------------

all this death round here
is not good for you

i must say i feel funny
having to say this

"lies ****"
............

all of our lying so-called leaders
are therefor killing us

----------

i just wish somehow

you might try to stop them
and live

.



Something to believe in


<•>

Little girl


Looking for love

In the cartoon carnival

:::

Broken eyes

Broken teeth

Broken self


Looking for love

In the ****** streets of her ******

)(


Such a stupid girl


;;;:::;;;

Waiting for some real pain

Then she can join the club

Of silly little poet girls

Writing poems

Concerning the necessity

Of always having

Ones head up ones ***

)(

The little girl

Grows weaker day by day

MORE PAIN !

MORE INANE POETRY

MORE PRAISE

::

Soon she'll be dead

And everyone  will be glad !

SO POIGNANT !


//

Necrophilia

;;

How we love to **** the dead

The dead we create

From the continuous perversity

Of our ****** lies

And our loveless love affairs



.

The cabin in the hills
The cave in the mountains
The child in the school house
Calls it "prison"
---
The maiden from
The hills
The guru from
The
Mountains
..
Wander by the school house
Start to weep
-----
The child leaved the school house
And goes to prison
After the years?
.
No more cabins or caves!

(
    •
           ) )
      •
(
)              
•                      
(                                    

      TAKE CARE

we don't know a thing
        about tomorrow

We don't know WHO will be here

••

We make our Vows

••

In SOHO
in the still mystic city

In the young girl
Dreams that linger

As I linger always

Waiting for the goddess to appear

••

Shall I sleep tonight
Who knows

Of the insubstantial plan
That lingers

TO SAVE THE WORLD !

•

We can be so foolish
We can be so stubborn

We can even actually
Get it done

••

In the SOHO accidental reality
Of love

And courageously frightened lovers
Who simply never tire

Of the vast array of faces
Bodies

Stories

Which linger

With those who linger

In the dreams of young boys and girls

Which are the world

Images of freedom

(FACING  DEATH)

••

Half-heartedly

She cuts herself and pretends

••

••

She dreamt of walking dreamy eyed through the magic

Of the mystical hills

WHAT HILLS?

Alone?

You are NEVER alone anymore!!

••

She knows she can be ***** or killed

Anytime a RICH BOY wants to do it

••

(She's no fool)

••

WE KNOW IT  WILL SOON BE

TOTAL BLOOD BATH
TIME

••
••

FACING DEATH

••

Freedom?

••

We gather our LOVERS in a plastic bag

Go to the cemetery by way of the Dump

••

It's all SLAVERY

••

ONCE IN HIGH SCHOOL

ALWAYS IN HIGH SCHOOL!

(THEY DO NOT LET YOU ---get out---anymore!)

••

Scratching our initials on our own graves!

••

Come

Really

There is A WAY

••

ONE WAY

(This we know

ONLY ONE)

l cant the PayPal thing to work
i dont know why

such it is
nipped in the bud!
(a common-joe american!)

all the ****** strife!
the wars, the pain!

i cant get the friggin machine
on my side!

and so

goodbye

a typical scene

all too

too typical

around here