It was what it was?
When it was?
And I don't offer no apology.


It happens when it did.
When it did?
Remember I am an adult.
No longer a up and coming kid.

What lost?
Doesn't need to be regained.
Lou Rawls stated love is a hurting thing.

Without you around I now feel totally sane.

Black royalty, they excel.
Sure, a few fail but no other race excel.
With less, many have accomplished more.

Not those with inheritance.
And no reason for anyone to be jealous.
But search that without many excel.

Something about this culture.
Why down through the years they accomplish things that stands out in this future.

Count, Prince, Queen, Duke and Princess.
Many has used this phase to go forth.
But black royalty is so much more.

Which is why?
Many are so jealous of us.
Why?
Black royalty excels.

The beauty of you is noticed by the eyes of a man.
They notice your eyes.
Oh, yes, they do.

They notice your lips and imagine them kissing him.
Oh, yes, it's true.
Remember, this lies in the truth of eyes of a man.

Yes, some admiration might be strictly physical.
Be not upset because these eyes of a man.
They notice your chest.
Yes, the size of your *******.

Again, be not upset.
They notice your feet and the beauty of your hands.
And probably a lot more.

A woman to a man like looking at a map to explore.

You went away happy supposedly.
Sming back at me as you leave.
Explaining, you found another to make you happy.

Then suddenly, you were blinded to truth.
Your new suitor was just using you.
After his time with you.
You woke up to see he has left you.

On my way I went creating a new path.
Just hear from a few that you wanted to renew what we had.
Oh no.
Oh no.
I have no time to be sad.
But I was blinded when I open the door.
Just to hear you proclaiming to forgive you, my love.

All this pressure from friends coming down upon me.
They truly behind you being the one to make me so happy.

The trouble that came to Emmett Till over a white convicted him.
Allegations and accusation based on the word of a white female.
Who decades later took it all back?

But decades earlier Jesse Washington faced the same theme of allegations and accusations that led to his death.
And at the hands of bigots.

Nothing shocking or surprising to many.
Obvious to the perpetrators it shouldn't be.
Not to the race the creator of racial injustice the most.

Hangings, shootings, courts injustices by white juries.
Without bravery to stand firm against their own.

Many very aware why that group trying to ban and eliminate history.
The image doesn't paint them to well through the decades.
And whites with kindness in their hearts got lynched too.

Mary Turner lynched, hard for fools to see truth when told.
Hatred is all many of they know until exposed.

But if this was all on the other shoe?
They be seeking peace faster than putting on your shoes.

In all these attacks a great majority of them dealt with guns.
The same ones crying about that infamous amendment they know so well.

For without them many aren't so brave.
If confronted many are quiet or quickly to run away.
Which leads to many daily to pray.

And these issues just apart of America past decades.
Where allegations and accusations created so much pain.
Wakeup before love fades away.

Everyone wants certain rights.
But loves to control other rights.
Especially if a woman decision to decide is at the center of it.

Long been known men loves to control.
We use conception of child upon women decision.
But cries death quickly around that choice.
Overlooking the death penalty requires taking a life.

And that soul loses all kinds of deciding rights.

Now, here come the man seeking vasectomy.
Ask them?
Except for the soul seeking them.
Many men quickly cry foul.
Bluntly states they not getting it.

Now, why they have that choice without political involvement?
Nothing, no kinds of argument.
And you look around nothing but baby makers with different kinds of lovers.

We make choices to control depending upon the perspectives of a few.
And pushed highly by of all places, the church.
Even, in scriptures those "just" men weren't perfect.

Some folks are brainless.
Won't say dumb.
Not going that far.

To tell athletes to shut up and just play the game.
Like telling a **** victim to shut up and be quiet.
Others don't want to hear your cry.

Like telling unions to quit complaining for raises.
And accept what's giving?
Even, if you gave up some agreements to help the company out.

Guarantee you those high price executives didn't.

Some must speak up and speak out.
Especially if injustice is involved.

If you a go along robot?
You stay silent.
And face the conflicts until you feel the need to speak.