Dear gentleman I love to see,
What are you doing to me?
Every smile you throw my way,
Leaves me not knowing what to say.
Those kisses we share,
I hate how much I care.
Wanting to run away with you,
Is my biggest weakness, it’s true.
I think I’m falling,
You’re still standing.
It’s for the best, I believe,
Goodbye gentleman I love to see.
“Why do you hate me?” you ask,
I will no longer hide behind my mask.
You told me to not cut my hair,
Of course I wouldn’t dare.
You vowed that I was nothing without you,
Who are you to tell me what I can’t do.
You said that I was weak,
I began to believe I was a freak.
You shouted my name until it became a horrible word to hear,
All I ever wanted to do was disappear.
You called me pathetic, boring and ungrateful,
Every word pierced through me was painful.
You picked me up at your angriest and threw me,
I never told a soul, I didn’t want them to worry.
You used to shake me if I didn’t look into your eyes,
It makes me feel sick that I used to feel butterflies.
You would argue when I never said a word,
Even if I tried to defend myself - you never heard.
You made me promise to not get anymore tattoos,
It took me too long to realise everything you did was abuse.
NOW, I’m stronger.
Because we are no longer.
NOW, I will look you in the eyes and smile.
Because I can see that you’re vile.
The warmth from your body,
pressed against my bare skin.
Growling under your breath,
close to my ear,
you pull back and flash me a grin.
I arch my back with desire,
to feel all of you.
Your fingertips trace down my spine,
sending excitement to my core.
I need to know if you're entirely mine,
you have me begging for more.
While our legs entangle,
Brushing my hair away from my face,
you greet my lips with yours.
Please let me be everything you want,
I can't think straight,
the lust becomes overwhelming.
Reality slowly melting...
I've never been adored like this.
I savour every delicious moment.