Jay Lewis

Jay Lewis Dec 2019

You left me barely breathing,
Underneath you.
I starred into your blue eyes,
Begging you not to.

All my stars,
why did the lights burn down?
Tears from my eyes,
made me drown him out.

#****** #abuse #angry #sadness #anger #hate #blue #eyes

Jay Lewis Dec 2019

Back to bed.

When he leaves me in the morning,
I’m barely awake.

Kiss me on the lips, neck, cheek and face.
You hold my hand and say
“I wish I didn’t have to go.”

I move the bed sheets and say
“Well don’t.”

#love #hugs #together #missing #holding

Jay Lewis Jul 2019

what could have been.

Every night,
Before I dream,
I wonder what our lives could have been.

#past #reflect #memories #live #on

Jay Lewis May 2019

Hurt.

Filling up the ashtray,
Mascara running down my face,
Already on my third glass,
Can't believe you'd do that.
To me.

#hurt #wronged #relationship #over #now #tears #sadness #crying #sad