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Jaaxxx Feb 2020
Living π—‚π—Œ π–Ύπ—‘π—π–Ίπ—Žπ—Œπ—π—‚π—‡π—€
𝖢𝗁𝖾𝗇 life loses its meaning
Happy for being π—Œπ–Ίπ–½
I'm not 𝖻𝖾𝗂𝗇𝗀 π—ˆπ—‹ π—€π—ˆπ—‚π—‡π—€ 𝗆𝖺𝖽
Just feeling empty.

Hiding thoughts by π—Œπ—†π—‚π—…π—‚π—‡π—€
π–‘π—Žπ— the nights keeps on reminding
Finding the end of the tunnel might be hard
For it is π—π—ˆπ—ˆ 𝖽𝖺𝗋𝗄
𝖠𝗇𝖽 π—‡π—ˆπ— π—π—ˆπ—ˆ π—…π—ˆπ—Œπ— π—π—ˆ π—€π—ˆ 𝖻𝖺𝖼𝗄 π–Ώπ—‹π—ˆπ—† 𝗍𝗁𝖾 π—Œπ—π–Ίπ—‹π—
Where will it gets me?

Swallowed by the void
No one's keeping score
But you're asking what is the point
Waiting for answers you wish to come
Waiting for answers that may not come

For everyday you wish to surive
This thought should might help
Perfect a lie that everything's fine
And wish to believe it yourself.
Jaaxxx Apr 2017
I'm no soldier, but the white flag raised.
I don't want my time to put to waste
I'm not scared, I'm not mad
I'm not happy nor sad
But I'm tired.
Jaaxxx Mar 2017
Random normal day, you came out of the blue
The world seems ordinary, the universe's not giving a clue
Your true self showed, things you're going through
Your smile, the reason why I can't take my eyes off of you

I see how you carry your heavy, chaotic world alone
I want to help you even if I can't even balance my own
Am I pushing myself too hard? Am I pushing my luck?
When I start accepting this gamble, it will be hard for me to stop

We're on the unknown part of this story
My visions of me and you are still blurry
I might be there when you call me
But I might also be gone when things get rocky

Something's telling me to quit
Something's telling me to doubt
Asking do I really know
What is this all about
Are our fears better than trying
Or it's the other way around
It's impossible for us to fly--but
Let's try to reach the clouds
Jaaxxx Feb 2017
Bahagi ng aking nakaraan ang dahilan
Kung bakit mas pinili kong tatagan
ang pagiging mag-isa.
Ayoko na sanang masaktan o makapanakit pa

Sa kabila ng mga pagkakataong maaari
Na sana ako'y maging masaya; Wari
ng isip kong abala na baka
sa pagbabaka-sakali kong muli
ay muli akong mabigo
o 'di kaya'y muli akong makabigo
Masakit ang hindi makatupad ng isang pangako
#Tagalog #Tula
Jaaxxx Jan 2017
You are something I can't describe.
No words to find
to tell you what you are to me.
This, surely is a new deal.

I can't approve or deny
If my heart was already occupied
by this girl that I'm writing to.
no signs, no clues.

No, I don't want to know.
Let my interest fight with my doubt.
No, I don't want you to know.
Let the time scream what is this all about.
Jaaxxx May 2016
"at night I think of you"

and day. I think of you night and day.

"I want to be your lady, baby"

I willing to be your man, all you have to do is say it.

"If your game is on give me a call boo"

Nope. No game is on 'cause I'm not playin

"If your love is strong, i gotta give my all to you"*

Just give me your love and I'll be stayin.


Girl you should know that
I'm dying just to hold your hand
I'm your secret admirer
secretly loving you.
Jaaxxx Mar 2016
Two in the morning
My beer is getting warm
I think this is my fourth bottle
And it tastes better than the first one

My friends didn't know about you
But they know there's something wrong
As I shout the lyrics
Of my favorite song
No questions. They know me well
Now they're giving me sort of heaven
In the middle of my hell

You see, I want you as whole.
Not justΒ Β body. But your soul
Your love, your kiss.
Say I'm the one you miss

But clearly, you don't care.
Good thing my friends and alcohol are here.
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