Thats all she wanted,
For someone to care,
No one showed affection,
No one gave her attention.

It seemed sad,
That she was yet a lone,
A girl in her own world,
Against everyone in sight.

She didnt have many friends,
The ones who stayed,
Are her best friends,
Maybe they didnt even care.

All she wanted was someone to care,
To hear the words i love you,
The hope of someone coming along,
No one did, no one cared.

j.s

to see someones beauty,
you have to look deep,
deep into their heart.

looks are just looks,
which sticks forever,
and leaves judgement marks.

no one takes time,
to understand true beauty,
beautiful is just a word.

beauty is all around,
it just takes time,
to see the real meaning.

everyone is beautiful,
not just looks,
but deep down inside too.

j.s

I feel like I lost myself,
I'm not actually here,
My screams are silent,
My arms are covered,
My hips don't show,
And my ankles are barley there,
My makeup is smeared,
Only at night,
Through out the day,
Yes,
I pretend that im fine,
But at night I wish I was dead,
Gone.

         j.s

Hes so perfect,
By the words he says,
The way he makes me feel.

The love he gives me,
The way he tells me he wont leave,
The promises he makes.

Hes the perfect guy for me,
Cant you see ?
The one who would over use i love you.

The one who fights,
Just to stay,
The sad thing is... I drove him away.

                   j.s

Why am i still here,
When no one cares,
They say they do,
But im pretty sure they left.

The ones who stay,
We barley talk,
I wasted my time,
On the ones who left.

Maybe i should dissapear,
Just like they did,
Just be dead and gone,
Where no one can find me.

J.s

love comes all different ways,
expressed through hands,
lips, words, signs, writings,
languages, holding someone tight,
the sweet kisses hello and goodbye,
even if they dont say it,
just because you cant hear it,
doesnt mean they didnt express it,
through different ways,
some are too blind,
to see clues and hints,
take time to notice,
look into their eyes,
look for emotions,
maybe youll see the words,
i love you.

j.s

You were once here,
Treating me like a princess,
In a house of gold.

You told me the word love,
Promising the meaning,
That there was a forever and always.

But now were here,
But actually you're gone,
The castle fell down,
And so did our love.

Can you stay,
Or will you leave,
Like everyone else in my life,
If the answer is,
That you'll leave,
Just walk out the door,
Don't look back.

            j.s

Cuts on my wrist,
Some on my hips,
And the ankles ,
Well you should already now.

The blood goes down,
The blade presses past,
For a moment I feel fine,
Until the cuts goes deep.

There's over a hundred scars,
Some are gone,
There's more still here,
I feel like im not healing.

These cuts are part of my life,
And no one can stop me.
No help will ever do,
Because it will just be me and the blade.

Forever, until the end.


                j.s

There once was a girl,
Who loved a boy,
But the boy didnt feel the same.

days went by,
She loved him more,
He kept his distance.

Sooner or later,
He found someone new,
He asked her out, but it wasnt her.

The girl felt sad,
She felt broken,
She couldnt understand why it wasnt her.

One day she asked,
Why did you choose her,
i was the one who truley loved you.

He just looked at her,
Biting his lips,
Finally he said "i cant love a girl with scars"

J.s

Did he actually love me,
Or am I truly a lone,
Did everything he say,
Was a lie to keep me here.

Did I mean a thing,
Or just a piece of dust,
Nothing is clear,
You can't see through his eyes.

His smile seems fake,
And so does our love,
Our love is not even love,
He's not even here.


            j.s