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janet chavarria Sep 2015
to mike, my brother

there was a man, I called you brother.
good times, bad times...there won't be another.

we shared a last name, house and secrets
a gift from God and now with Jesus.

a built-in relative i didn't choose.
told me like it was; never wanted to see me lose.

made me laugh, made me cry.
asked me tough questions and not happy til he knew why.

didn't all ways see eye to eye
and that's what families do.
can't imagine what life would've been like without you.

positive, warmhearted, devout, strong-willed
almost describes your worth.
won't ever be replaced by anything on this earth.

if God would bring you back again for one more hour or day,
I'd express all my thoughts and have many things to say.

I'll be looking up at the stars for you with a heart full of love
you are now at peace forever
safely home in heaven above.

let the wind lift your spirit and take you away
to the arms of the Savior to hold you this day.

rest in peace.
janet chavarria Aug 2015
(dedicated to the ones we have loved and the ones left behind)

We talked often about the rest of our lives
And where we would be when we turn 65.

Kept thinking that times won't ever change
And things would all ways be the same.

But we won't be coming back when this year ends
We need to heal and make amends.

'Cause we're off in a different direction
And will adjust to our situation.

So if there is something important you need to say
Better speak it now because there won't be another day.

As dates arrive, I'll remember the times we had together
And as life changes come whatever, you will have a place in my heart    forever.

We will move on and may not slow down
But the memories will play like a movie with no sound.

We will think about tomorrow but not like now.
We will survive out there. We will make it somehow.

I keep thinking that this is not a goodbye
'Cause the past is a shadow that makes me sigh.

The past is done, won't forget it.

The future is yet to come, planning for it.

The present is now, leaning on it.
janet chavarria Aug 2015
for many years they've come to schwenksville
crowding the streets to camp on the hill.
life is brought to the Old Pool farmfields;
pitch the tents and shrug off the suit shields.

they've come to sing these grasslands alive
guarding traditions that will survive
with guitars, violins, flutes and song.
while the beat dances to the crowd strong.

for many years city people leave
their orderly days to hear minstrels weave
tales of love and loss set to music
with strummings old, new, and exotic.

over the bridge that arcs a small creek
to the concert area and seek
a good spot for a blanket hoedown;
they come from uptown, downtown, hometown.

dress is casual, sunblock crucial;
campsites range from fancy to frugal.
hand claps, toe taps, knee slaps to the beat;
musicians drum, hum, strum in the heat.

for many years the keepers of song
have come to schwenksville to play along.
with stories in their mouths and a spark
in their hearts, that burns into the dark.

in the years ahead this tradition
will survive, that will be their mission.
simple melodies and rhythms play,
the spirit of folksong will not stray.
janet chavarria Aug 2015
A three day extravaganza
of traditional folk music,
and rustic camping bonanza,
relaxing and therapeutic.

dance, crafts, children's activities
presented at the Old Poole Farm.
the ultimate of festivities
in upper salford, a schwenksville charm.

an event you won't want to miss!
workshops, showcases and concerts,
rain or shine, foods galore, what bliss!
lots of sleeveless shirts and short skirts.

jamming and camaraderie share
a great way to spend summer's end.
the Philadelphia folk fair,
an experience to attend!
janet chavarria Aug 2015
ain't just a craze
in the august haze
******* relays
mindful strays
campground chaise
amazing gaze
tour the tent maze
no rain delays
catch some rays
music all ways
janet chavarria Aug 2015
what went wrong here?
was doing clear,
then suddenly -
my fall's ugly.

i am not sure
when i got poor.
all i recall
is joy's forestall.

smiles turning down
friends to foes frown.
and all for what?
left alone to rot?

i felt empty.
somewhat lonely.
but deep inside
the Lord will bide.

He will answer.
He's my anchor.
could not concieve
why He wouldnt leave.

He has the voice,
mindful rejoice.
got it all wrong
held out too long!

this is a stage
and brings out rage!
but deep in mind
the Lord does find.

He's all around.
from sky to ground.
patiently waits
for prayer of debates.

walks by my side
his love i denied.
he's all ways there
hears ev'ry prayer.

the Lord'll help you
He's reaching, too.
prayers'll bring answers
to real matters.

tired of it all?
His name you'll call.
open the door!
weary no more.
janet chavarria Aug 2015
all around me closing in
i cant describe this fear.
all confused and shaken
i feel i'm going to tear.

unsettling, these thoughts
are barring the help.
the brain's at a loss
and trying to yelp.

my head hurts,
my heart spurts.
and crying about it
only makes it worse.

can nobody ever
truly understand?
unless you've gone through it
you won't chance a stand.

it is a just anxiety
and another day of black.
i am crazy you must think.
it's just a smother attack.

— The End —