If we had
No smile
What would
Happened
With our faces?
Would they
Have looked
The base
Of a fry pan,
The head
Of a buffalo
Or the face
Of champeze
The bark of
The oldest oak
The panda
Looking from
The branches
It is nothing
Like that.
God be thanked.
It is the skin
Of a zebra,
The cheeks
Of a dandelion,

The silver
In the azure
The sparkle
Of the day
And everything
That is splendid.....

They deserve better than I can be.
How many times I have just wanted to shoot myself!
It would save them the trouble of having to deal with me.
I can’t give them what they want
I can barely give them what they need
I don’t know how to do this;
My monthly income barely covers what everyone needs.
I am so tired,
I give my all but it is not enough!

Maybe God does not like me!
It’s the truth.
I am a divorced mother of four.
I have no family no help.
I already work two jobs at least seventy-five hours a week.
I have no time to sleep.
When I do I have night terrors.
My husband did not want me.
Why would anyone else?

My kids!
They love me but they go without things they need.
I am about to pick up the third job tomorrow.
I can’t do anything right and I am ugly.
Tell me he loves me?
No one loves me!

I have begged God for years
Where was he when I lived on the streets when I was twelve?
Where was he when I was ***** when I was seventeen?
Where was he when I needed him to take me from my husband?
And was stabbed two times in the chest and one time in the kidney?
Where was he when my husband punctured my lung and broke my ribs?
Where is he now?
When I am out of medication and have no help no family?

Who will save my ten years daughter from the devil eyes of my best friend?
Who I already had to sleep with!
Nothing to tell anymore!

I  am alone!
I will always be alone…
I am but a speck of dirt to God.
All who are heavy burdened, come to me and I will give you rest.
I use to be a Sunday school teacher.

I am sorry!
I am so sorry!!
Rah maybe God will help me one day!
I wish God will take my life ***** away.
He is the Almighty.
Yes, I do believe in one God.
He will help me!

It was riding on the tail feathers of the violet ray just beyond
a red dated warning label amidst a portion of the dark void and
six of them sat upon the steps in white hooded robes
two with galaxies painted into the irises of their eyes

A humanoid standing about 12 feet in height with dry winds
moving as rifts through his waist long strategically tangled hair,
reveals no more or less than any should know.

Time to go
Slowly now... woe
Easy goes into
Walk with me
Tread carefully on the road
Take note of
Cautious abandon
Know

Know

Know
It to be confirmed
Time to go
Slowly now... woe
Step with me
Close your eyes child
Be watchful now
Of the way of all things
Know

Know

Know