I love him dearly but his heart is set on the danger field of bullets and war.

I wish I could change his mind but his heart is set on going. I will always stand by him and be the girl he is always thinking about and wanting to go home to again. I will be waiting for him at home and supporting him the whole way. When you love someone you want them to be happy even if that means you aren't.  You would do anything for the ones you love. If he is happy leaving to the danger field and leaving his home, that is his choice. Even though I may not agree with it, it makes him happy and that's all that matter when it comes to who you love. I loved him from day one. I'll stand and wait for him to return. My love will never fade.

You never liked me,
              
              you never loved me
                            
                           and you never could.
                                
                       ­          Cause you never saw me,

                          you never knew me

       and you never *would.

A green eyed monster within,
in behaviour satan's akin.
Other's possessions are his attraction,
flies on wings of dissatisfaction.
Hopes more for other's loss than his gain,
can take ugliest of forms without constraint.

When you say you're fine.
I know you're lying.
You're my friend
I know something's wrong.
Why can't you talk to me?
You may not know it
but I've been there too.
I've been depressed.
I've been so low.
I know how it is
to be alone.
I care too much
for you to feel it too.
So please just talk to me!
I worry about you.