jackie

jackie Apr 2020

lately

lately, i just feel
irritated
but i can't let the facade drop
i'll stay 'happy'
i'll stay 'calm'
but it's never going to work forever
this
this i already
know

jackie Apr 2020

wyatt

witty and idiotic
young at heart
amazingly adorable
troublesome and tenacious
talented with a dash of infinite cleverness

jackie Apr 2020

rosie

really pretty person
open book
squirrel
intelligent (and amazing!)
effervescent

jackie Mar 2020

extraordinary

"are you mental?"
are you mental?
are you mental?
are you mental?
are you mental?
are you mental?
are you
m
    e
         n
             t
                 a
                     l
                         ?
are you-
am i?
am i mental?
well, darling.
let's find out.
a game, perhaps
you ask if i'm mental?
are you?
that's the real question
questions,
questions
you were a question
you were a blink of an eye
so am i mental?
or am i extraordinary?

jackie Mar 2020

ink

they said
"can't erase what i wrote in ink"
but i wrote in
tears

jackie Mar 2020

paper drug

passed notes
a series of unfolded words
paper drugs; this one was mine
earthly promises
real quelled assurance
drug of paper, sounds of lies
regressed pain
ultramarine feelings and
gentle smiles

𝓽𝓸 𝓶𝓮𝓰𝓪𝓷

i based it off of how someone had gotten a note that she had been promised something but it was 'real quelled assurance' 'drug of paper, sounds of lies' the regressed pain of knowing that it wouldn't happen like she hoped it would, but she had 'ultramarine feelings' (blue) and they had 'gentle smiles'

jackie Mar 2020

pierce

you turn your head towards me
your blue eyes
pierce my soul
constricted pupils
cause my heart to jump
you always jeopardize
my feelings
but i know you
and you are a blessing in
disguise
yet i
i
am a pack of lies