that my name, sounds so much sweeter when it rolls off your tongue.
I also understand that in a couple of years there will be a new girl sitting in your bedroom with the door locked, admiring the way you whisper
her name into her neck. But for now it is me, so please.
Say it again. "

i just want to be loved

First day of spring--
I keep thinking about
    the end of autumn.

summer days
                                       wishes floating away
                                                                              on the breezes that tug my hair

Am I so oblivious, that I notice nothing?
Not my friends newly dyed hair or green pea coat.
I miss the looks, the stares,
Stuck or maybe protected in my own little world....

I left
and now you've cut me out
You're moving on
making more friends

It seems as though you've forgotten me

I once was you're best friend
the girl in all those photos
Smiling, laughing, pouting

But I've been replaced
by some other girl
Who's prettier and smarter
better than me in every single way

I can't figure it out
what did I do wrong?
What was the mistake I made?

Maybe you just changed
maybe I did too
Our lives aren't connected anymore
we'll just go our separate ways

I think you did forget me

But just so you know
I forgive you for all you've done
For all the pain and tears

You don't know it yet
But I forgive you

You are forgiven

I just can't get you out of my head
You're all I can think about
And it's driving me insane

My thoughts circle around you
In a wild, savage dance
The butterflies in my stomach won't calm down
No matter how much I beg them to

It's worse at night when I'm all alone
In the dark I toss and turn
Memories of you closing in on me
Filling every space they can find

I'm losing sleep over this
and it's all because of

YOU