Do I try to put it in your heart
do I force it into your head
do you want me to succeed with it?
How do I distinguish these feelings
my head spins without rotation's
Will i colapse when the dizziness starts
If gravity does pull me down
I hope youll catch me.

I think for the paralyzed mind
I endure pain , flow with sadness

It is a state of personality,  so deep
it wounds my healed marks that symbolize
my significant detailed history that mares every positive thought .

Negativity put into superstition
you're bewitched . How dare you fail to comprehend my blackness, my root of culture?

I do understand that you a  broken soul.
Your words cuts deep as a fine blade.
I mean did you have to be so ******.
To say such to the one you claim you love
That is why I always seem to believe more in actions when it comes to caring. Should I decide on chopping off my tongue clearly it feeds my peers with poison. I need harmony.  My life shouldnt be this muddy. I thought walking on tar had some good perks clearly my mind  played trick's on me.