Under a winter sky,
On an autumn day,
Forgotten,
Is the emptiness,
My mind,
Graced by the clarity,
Of silence,
This is where,
I want to stay

I never asked you,
For anything,
I never let you,
See me cry,
I never called you,
When I was alone,
I never bled,
For you,
You never held me,
When I needed you,
You never tried,
To stop me,
You're not sorry,
Strike me while I'm down

What I want,
Is to walk,
With a sense of direction,
To lie surrounded,
By sun and sand,
And feel alive,
To stand in the rain,
And breathe,
With entity,
I dream,
Of integrity

I stand alone,
In the morning fog,
Praying the rain,
Will wash away,
The darkness

My problem,
Is not coldness,
Nor sadness,
It is not the absence.
Of my sense of self,
Or my longing to die,
All that I am,
Is lonely

I lie empty,
A lonely shore,
In the presence,
Of a disheartened sky

I'm so used,
To the cold,
And years,
Of being broken,
I'm no stranger,
To darkness,
I'm not afraid,
Of staying this way,
But of changing,
Only to be lost once again