Put your hand's up, i shake in fear
I plead and cried but they don't really care.
Look at me, look at my skin color is this the reason you want to shoot me?
Africans, mexicans,  hispanics, is race all that you see?
Humiliating and torturing families how can you say you're protecting us?
I cannot even walk to the shop without my mother putting up a fuss cous she's afraid i may not come back.
To see me laying down in blood while you still try to put my hand in cuffs as you yell to my mom "miss go back"
How is shooting someone that's not resisting arrest is looking out for the safety of others
As we yell "stop i didn't do anything" yet our bodies end up in bags to our mothers.
Look at me, look at us what did we do to deserve such cruelty
Your skin color does not justify superiority
As we are strip naked and I'm not talking about ******, strip naked of justice for our people.
Then you wonder why we riot black lives matter because the system is the problem when it's suppose to be part of the solution
But they settle with "it was an accident " conclusion
When?  When will it stop ?
How could you walk around with a badge shooting unjustly and call yourself a cop?
The people are afraid but the cops doesn't care because at the end of the day, they're still getting paid.
When is change going to be made?





-dpk

How to take them off?
She whispers to me soft.
The cuffs around my wrists, the shackles on my feet.
The heavy burden weighing me down,
Screams in my head i try to decease but no one can hear a sound.
Like a pencil inevitable to break,
Like a blind man oblivious to the dying soul smiling knowing it's fake.
The smell linger the atmosphere with it's depression diffusing from one body to another for God's sake.
The pain one bear in a room full of people yet feel alone,
The friends she keeps saying she'll tell them soon,
The monstors hiding under her bed but is in her head but how can anybody know if the feelings she have are dead
But is it really or is it what she wants people to see?
The suffocation of hiding emotions and stories she's force to delete.
The love she wish she can have but no one can meet.
All she want is the love she gave in return,
But the tyes she refuse to cut leading back to him how can she learn?
Such a heavy load to accept the fact that it was never meant to be
With a latched up heart only one has the key,
I look in the mirror and see the girl that's hiding pain, though the lessons she has gain.
Her mind is an empty numb place though she may seem sane,
I feel like i'm waiting for something in vain.


-dpk

See sometimes I feel like i'm in a cage , trapped in a cell
I believe in God but whats going on in earth must be hell.
Everyone backstabbing just gain power and money, throwing money at honeys
What goes around comes back around but they think its funny.
The government working against us, thought it was only black
But they don't care about justice a heart they lack.
We suppose to feel safe when cops are around instead we fear because they get away with everything without a sound
Look at the news transgenders and homos has the spotlight
Knowing thats a bunch of bull but everyone acting like its right
See everyone losing sight.
Kids suffering, people dieng of hunger
But whats the story? We don't have much longer
We got a black president allowing residents to manipulate his own race
See I don't need to curse to get my point across, i'm still writing the realest stuff who don't like it its their loss.
Rappers rapping about ****** like they actually **** knowing someone does their ***** work just for a bill.
nah man i'm tired looking around at people playing each other looking down at the real ones they take for clowns
Living in a system where i'm afraid to walk out my house because I'm black
Framing me for crack like i had a sack.
look around do you think anyone really care? We live in a world that's far from fair having everyone living in fear.

-dpk

Why? Why is it so hard to walk away from you?
All you  had given me was pain
Yet theres this force that exerts me towards you
What does this mean?
I cant stay mad at you, i always seem to forgive
I always show you love, you know i would never hurt you the way you did.
This can't be love, we weren't even in a relationship but Lord knows I care for you like a fool
I saw potential in you, i had us all planned out
But i guess thats what happen when you expect too much
You made me feel so crushed.
The way you chose someone else over me
How can this be
It was so ease for you to leave me.
I guess seeing your true colours was the right thing for me.

-dpk

I see ****** around me that just want the fame,
Want the attention doing **** but who am i to blame
****** fall in love with the pictures flashing possession they think makes them richer
You hear ****** rapping about the hood knowing when they lived there they tried their hardest to get out
Doing **** not thinking without a doubt
Now all they doing is spitting irresponsible **** out their mouth.
****** in the streets ready to shoot you just so they can write about you
Flashing weapons yelling bang bang when they were the same ones running away from the pistols from the **** they do
I'm putting all these fufu ****** on the spot acting brand new with their  baby mamas crying because the rent due
You ****** so contradictory getting these females pregnant and leaving knowing its your responsibility making you look like a humility
But yal don't care
Money is the motivation but you ****** talk about violence
But the same ones in silence
Following ****** because you need someone riding with you when you get jump
Same ****** you ridin with are the same ones that jump
I swear you ****** so lame and act like yal aint got a brain
But just know i'm the realest in the game , i'm my own motherfckin team
I may be a girl but i spit real ****,
Because you ****** know yall lines don't be ****.

-dpk

Constantly asked what's on your mind,
But it's just hard to define.
Ranging from past situations to over thinking bull,
Thoughts scattered all about making my head full.
Doors slam, loud crys
A lonely girl murmurs inside.
Positive words, strong heart, everyone seems to wonder.
Walking through doors leading to no where,
Bucking up into walls just to realize no one cares.
Can you hear me? Can you hear the thunder that soar from her heart?
Can you see the lighting that sparks in her eyes that makes a fire in your soul?
Can you see she's just playing a role?
Fell off mountains, tumbled down skyscrapers just get back on your feet,
You don't know hard that line was too meet.
Leave me alone, can't you see i'm stone.
Outcast from love i truly desire, running  to words i know that'll set me on fire.
I don't mean to but my actions portray insincerity,
No on was there to give me sincerity.
Alone in a box running from thoughts ticking like a bomb.
Bomb, oops no it just was an alarm.
I can't hold it in , i'm so tired.
See me as someone you admire.
Always being the last one to matter, please don't enhance me with your flatter.
Words spilled on paper to captivate the destruction within,
Trust me, i'm not going to let you win.

-dpk

The pain i bear and shunned growing up with you
The hurt and names you entitled me with,the things you put me through.
People seen all the amazing things you did
Recognized the way you treated me and not step up one bit.
Living in a horror beneath skin
Destined to be the dummy nobody believe in.
Feeling horrible and strip of self confidence
Didn't know what self esteem was due to your perseverance.
Thought i was nothing based on your actions.
The words you mouth out affected me to a different state,
living with hate.
Full of insecurity and lack of  esteem,
So accustomed to the words you displayed me as , felt like they were my name.
Standing in shame with all eyes lashed on me,
Humiliated and nobody would say a thing.
The pressure that was faced upon me because you didn't loved nor cared for me.
Difficulties faced in the past life, always thought you were right.
Seeing you treat her like a princess left me in despair and melancholia,
Questioning my existence compared to her presence.
Why didn't you loved me, why did you curse at me?
Looked at me with disappointment in his eyes ,
Constant tears rolled down my eyes.
I still wonder why, so hard to hold the hurt in and to get by.
My only wish is to make you proud despite all the downfall,
But all i wanted was for you to answered when I called.

-dpk