I'm strong!
I may not believe it or feel it,
But i got that courage deep inside to lit.
Been through so much, cried repeatedly and broke down emotionally.
It hurt so much and tortured me,
But I realized I choose my destiny.
Distancing myself from people and felt like dying.
Ripping myself to threads in the corner crying.
Yelled for help as I bruised my mind and heart,
until i became so shattered, I was lost.
Trying to search for someone that never existed, making everything all twisted.
I blamed it all on me,
I knew i'm strong enough but it was a defeat
Reflected myself watching me hurt.
Trapping myself in the dirt.
Fantasizing of being happy,
when all I had to be was me and remove the toxic people out my life.
I came this far, i can finally open up that door.
I am strong!
I'm starting to see it, to believe it.
Don't give up when times are rough.

-dpk

Filled with power and love.
Similing and laughing so fiercly,
Thinking of all the positivity,
It feels so good to be happy!

That beautiful smirk lighting up the room,
That sweet heart blossiming flowers.
Singing cheers of joy,
Loving everythibg being enjoyed.

Like a trance full of confidence and emotion,
Twinkling stars dancing in motion.
Melodically talent filling the spirit,
Only thinking about each lyric.

Why can't it be like this all the time?
Tricked into thinking i'm happy, knowing its all a lie.

-dpk

I dare you to let me be your  one and only.
I'm sick and tired of being lonely,
I just need you to hold me.
I wanna say you're all mines without look like a fool,
I want to show you off, be the news in school.
Nobody need to know our business but when they see you they know you're my private business.
I'm scared to fall for you.
What if you don't catch me, what if you lead me on
I can't imagine you doing me wrong.
But i'm always in this position,
Caring more, loving more, hurt repeatedly.
I'm tired hoping this time would be different,
I want you to show me, i don't want to listen.
I want you to love me, i don't want to be the crazy one for once.
I don't want us to catch feelings and it just bounce.
Crave me like i crave you.
Show me what the others couldn't do. Make me understand why it didnt work it all those other times,
I'm tired of just writing my feelings for you in rhymes.
I guess i'm love blind.

-dpk

Have you ever felt so unloved?
Your heart just chokes with all the pain and bruise.
Left an unbanded scar open,
All the love and memories being stolen.

How can you hurt a heart that's already broken?
Just ****** the little feelings, capturing all the meanings.
Is it hard for it to be repaired?

Just holes that beats melodicaly but scared.
Pounding, killing that lil' thing we need for survival,
Yet attacking all the happiness as its rival

Who needs something that traumatizes them emotionally, physically, wanting it to die desperately?

It's just a rhythm that feeds on you,
Rottening and displaying you.
Just a body with beautiful features,
But a heart that's a horrifying creature.

-dpk

You looked me in my eye
So cold, so sweet you lied.
How could you do such a thing,
All those beautiful things you wrote, i thought you were a king.

But see you were so rare, I wouldve never assume otherwise,
Like definitely perhaps your nothing like these other guys.
See I don't know why you tried to bring me into your ****,
Talking bout love and loyalty, man thats *******.
Said youre not gonna hurt me you're different,
Yet you lie so fiercely with a grin.

I still can't believe it , you don't seem like the type,
But you can't put nothing pass nobody , i thought you knew what was right.

Caught feelings, actually wanted dealings
But you were too high on your **** shift lowkey,
Thinking i wouldn't have figure out, all you ****** is rookies .
But this always happens to me right?
Didn't even expected and still got hurt,
Somehow i'm always ending up  feeling like dirt.
So tired of the same old thing,
Focus on myself, get good grades, stunt cous i don't have a ring.

Noone know what loyalty is,
Everyone just wanna run game,
But i love the players , i'm just getting better with the team.
It always turn out this way,
Such a disappointment , i don't want to hear what you have to say.
So sad to see it gone,
But life goes on.


-dpk

You're not worth it,
Though it took me a while to realize, it even fooled me a bit.
I thought the words would've never left my mouth
I question it all , like was it an adventure , i doubt.
I guess you making me feel important and pretty was all i wanted to see
But you changed, turned into a cold human being.
Left me with all the feelings and memories,
Wishing and contemplating me and you was gonna be something but I don't believe in fairies.
I wanted you, i wanted all of you,
But all I have of you is the worst things you do,
The hurt you put me through, the lies you led me on with and your amuse.
See I didn't think you would ever treat me like everyone else,
I didn't want to believe it but I had to start listening to myself.
Though you was all I fantasised about, I had us all planned out.
But I don't want it anymore, i wanted to be there for you but you acted like a fool,
I wanted to love you and ride for you but you didn't wanted to rule.
Now all I got are the shattered pieces, don't flatter yourself you didn't' break me,
Though you help me see we aren't meant to be,
Can we pretend like we never met, I forgot how good you are at pretending you don't know me.
It's finish, I let go, I moved on
Hope you'd treat that other girl better who comes along.
All i've got is a broken memory,
I just thought you saw something different in me.
Should've left it at hi and bye,
I still can't believe how it all turned out,Sigh.
I use to force myself to stop thinking about you, and you had no clue.
I thought you cared but i'm a fool.
I'm the realest, someone is gonna appreciate my heart, i'm greatful we depart.
Thank you, i've fought you though it was hard,
Probally i'm over exaggerating but what I felt was deep,
I guess that's what made me weak.
I guess thinking was what made me dumb but those who've never fall ,
Wouldn't know where I'm coming from.


-dpk