My God,
are you here, inside my heart?
or above me putting my tears in a jar?
are you in the sunlight
reminding me to smile at such a sight?
did you knit me together so tightly
I cannot fall apart?
because when I think I might
I simply land in your arms
your quiet voice is my sweet perfume
only your face I wish I knew
you have made me once
and you're making me anew
you are the strangest love
and my only truth

do you find it necessary
to sneak inside my head
when I am trying to enjoy my morning
having just risen out of his bed
where he was soft and kind
but I cannot enter a sublime state
instead, I feel horror
realizing whats to blame
my unannounced tears on
oh god. what have I done?
I cannot sleep with one
because my heart lies with another
who doesn't seem to want it anyway
give it back
don't you do this, grace
get out of my head
like that song you always sang
stuck
and it feels like a constant headache
ache
I am aching to only be touched by one pair of hands
even if it means I break

You don't have to touch me to make me feel whole

I don't think about your body, I think about your soul

When you talk about your family, I see you're pure at heart

When you show me your work ethic, I see how you make art

You have made a lovely home and created such a space, in which every time I enter I feel safely in that place

You could read to me and do nothing more
You impress me as a person and that's something I adore

You are smarter than me and it makes me kind of mad
You reciprocate my wit and that makes me really glad

People talk about you and I secretly am proud
knowing who you are, I'm thankful God has allowed

I wish to be what you are to me
So valuable and true

I hope you look at me and see the things,
that I will always see in you

The sound of your voice is the warmest bed I have ever laid in.

if you are reading this, which is highly unlikely
just know I tried to fix it and I am sorry
I hate that this was a scare
but hurting you is not something I could bear
surely you know that by now
if not I don't know how
a misunderstanding is all it was
I would never mention your name
not even to the stars above
I hope this makes you laugh
and puts your mind at peace
I'll see you in fifty-seven days hopefully
until then we'll pass
both our tongues-in-cheek.