He stopped worrying about the scale numbers. He knew what had to be done and did it. Writing was his way of expression a journey with the right people he collaborated began to grow.
He noticed they had the big house and not happy. He didn't have much, but happy for most.
He was tired of trying to be put in a box and labels that had nothing to do with them. He knew some used their platform to manipulate others and take advantage. He stood his grown they hated him for it. He wasn't listening to them because he knew what he had to do, and what had to be done.

He closed off but did nothing wrong. Not taking the blame for others. He was able to admit he was wrong. Willing to make the wrong right.
Try to be the solution to problems that had nothing to do with him. He stayed out of it music in his ears blocking out the toxic vibes focused on his work.
His mouth got him in trouble he struggled with minding it because he respected his place and role while others got out of line.

He wanted to make them laugh and smile but they brought him down. He saw good in them but got the worse. He brought his best but it was never enough. He just wanted to belong but never fit in. He hated starting over because it would be from the bottom and only going so far.
He didn't like to flake was always reliable. Even when they tried to make things hard by complicating things. He minded his mouth and kept to himself his loneliness was easy to deal with than complicated people.

Use to get mad when people would get on my case when the lazy worker got away with doing nothing. Always open to learn and grow fix the mistake if possible. Running your area and getting it done don't need to be micro managed over all the brown nosing to move up.
They drop bad news on you not surprised anymore. When you have a good day just avoid everyone work harder than the rest. They'll find reasons to complain but not listening to the negativity.

People run their mouth and have no clue what they are talking about. While you mind your mouth and get provoked. Once you speak up have an opinion you are the bad guy. You have confidence they'll see you as mad or like you are in a bad mood. Half the time your mind is where you don't want argue but they are clearly wrong trying to taunt you because they think you aren't going to say or do anything about it. When you do they play victim make you out to be the bad guy. Taking on the odds what does it matter.

Before the bad relationship
So many curve ***** and changes
A brother murdered so much injustice
Failed love that couldn't be redeemed
So much betrayal broken trust
False promise and disrespect
Broken words with no honor
So many telling you how to act
Who to be what to do
A life that's not meant to be lived
The voices making you doubt yourself

No one knows who you are but you've made a name for yourself. They can't take credit or act like they are responsible for your efforts. They can't dull your shine or take that chip you worked for. They didn't consider you before now they show interest. Expected more but got less. Gave it all but it was never enough. Established yourself and your ground refusing to lower or settle for less. Not into politics or kissing bottom to be considered. They should do what's right do more with the hard working not all the regular **** ups. What's worse is they stayed loyal and they got done *****. They tried to make you the next target focused on the work. Learned to be impersonal not get involved with anyone because they twist your words and try to blame/throw you under for working hard. They make themselves look bad by being lazy or doing minimum work.