See you with a bottle
Assuming you started drinking
Around a slob of a cousin
Who doesn't clean up after himself
Get why his baby mama left him
Why his parents kicked him out
Some people are stubborn
But it's on them
Stop blaming everyone
That's why they are alone
With their passive aggressive ways

Grew up with tough love
It doesn't come easy or natural
Always a sacrifice to be accepted
Denying yourself over living a lie
Use to rejection can't force it to be
Open to change personal growth
Expected to be someone else
Can't live or be the person
Someone else made you out to be
Trying to be loved hating yourself
Working to be accepted being denied

Never one to go against family
Not looking for an argument or fight
Sending positive vibes good energy
Wishing them the best
Always proud of them see good
Stuck with the worse
Bringing everything down
Always had their back did favors
Said NO once acting like a stranger
Treated like a forever enemy
The black sheep of the family

The worse is showing no emotions
Hurting inside refusing to shed a tear
Hiding feelings not easy to express
They'll get the best of you
Like trying to defuse a bomb
Trying to be better rise above hate
Not fall into bad habits
Not lose your temper over others
A smirk to hide the frustration
Minding your mouth not going off
Keeping out of others business
Too bad they can't do the same
They'll throw you under
Because they have nothing to show
Trying to tarnish your reputation
So they can feel better so insecure
Another act pretending to be pals
Trying get into not spilling the beans