All this drama not involved
All this hating going on
Slowing down taking it in
Feeling disconnected from it all
Lost the vibe not the same anymore
Don't like liars
People should honor their word
Not make promises
If they won't be kept

Growing up child at heart
Growing a part friends to solo
Some get jobs others go to college
Others start a family have kids
Pursue a goal and dream
Trying to make it a reality
Never turns out according
The plan has detours and setbacks
In the mind trying to make it real

Always detoxing had to get away
Needed to be sober
Had to take a chance
Stayed away from the party crowd
Couldn't be around alcohol
Can't be tempted or be around it
From the heart of the party
The wild child to being responsible
A rebel breaking rules
Now enforcing them

Letting it flow out
From the mind to the page
Been toughing it out
Mixed emotions maybe its time
To move onto something new
Change it up expected too much
Left with disappointment
Been going strong
Masking fears and frustration
Use to be fun made the most of it
Don't want to do it anymore
Past due and owed tried to claim
Came up short got nothing in return
Feel betrayed and burned over it all
Always doing favors trying to help out
Just want to be left alone disappear
Fade away easier to than stay
No reason to stay the world goes on
Can't say or do anything about it
Not wishing bad but full of regret

Always some kind of road block
Another detour to get there
Able to focus without distractions
What if getting the girl worked
Get the job on the first time around
Worked so hard burned out
Don't want it anyone just drifting
Want more stuck with less
Didn't want to settle
Working with what's given
Made the most of things
Learned to be humble
Made the most of things