Ever deleted a number mad
Wishing you saved it
Or wrote it down
Hoping to see them again
But its better to stay away
She was in a bad relationship
Couldn't help or convince her
To change her mind
Getting hurt over it
It had nothing to do with you
Tried to make the wrong right
Had to cut the cord
Turn your back stopped worrying
To protect your heart

I've always admired change
No one thinks
Of what it takes to get there
Everyone sees the end
And thinks about starting
The middle not taken into consideration
What you have to give up
The sacrifices made the changes
Doing things that are hated
Or that have never been done before
Seeing it in your head
Believing it could be done
Feeling it while doing it
Makes it easier to make it
Heart lets lose without worry

A house with a drive way
Instead of parking in the street
A two car garage with a gym
The other for a motorcycle
Able to have pets furry friends
A dream to become a reality
Have a BBQ invite friends and family
Enjoy life appreciate the good times

So far from normal
No close to being right
The thought of being wrong
Drove him crazy didn't know it all
Not always going to be right
Can't justify everything
A sober mind after years of haze
An altered mindset had to get away
Cut ties or things that led to the bottle
Letting go of those who threw
The past in his face kept bringing it up
Owned up and confessed to be at peace
All the self destruction to get back at others
Never did anything just led to setbacks
Default back to starting over
Doing it all over again a vicious cycle