Kamu benar, aku gentar
Kamu malu, aku palsu
Lalu, siapa yag palsu karna malu?

Hukumkah yang membuat kamu harus berbelok
di setiap persimpangan?
Aku tahu kamu letih memilih arah

Kamu buka Tuhan
yang sedang bermain teka-teki kehidupan
Berhentilah dengan idealisme mu
Berhentilah sejenak

Duduk disampingku
Menikmati senja ini.

i woke up at 2 a.m
because i dreamed about you
hold my hand and kiss my forehead
you took me to your favorite coffee shop
and told me that you really love me
you'll never gonna let me go
but it was a dream

i woke up at 2 a.m
and craving for your scent
i desperately need you to hold me
and whispered to my ear, everything's ok
i do not want to lose you
don't go, please stay

it's 2 a.m in the morning
and i swear i love you so much
more than you love yourself

aku iri kepada sang mentari yang dapat kapanpun mengikuti jejak langkah kakimu
aku iri kepada sang rembulan yang menemanimu saat kau tidak dapat terlelap di malam hari
aku iri kepada udara yang kau hirup setiap waktu
aku iri kepada hujan yang membasahi tubuhmu ketika kau merasa sedih
aku iri karena aku tidak pernah bisa ada disampingmu
ketika kau membutuhkanku

I try to breath
but I’m loosing my lungs.
and the oxygen is insufficient.
I smell death.
like it has been haunting me.
I screamed
but I'm loosing my voice.
My throat swells,
trying to contain
all the pain that I feel.
My body freezes
slowly turning into a corpse
I watch the shadows in the darkness
as they  pass me by.
I’m dead, I’m dead.
I whisper,
as I close my eyes.

"can we start over? can you love me like you used to?"
he looked at me and sighed, "I have never loved you."*

the fact that i have come to that point where
i just realized you never loved me;
made me want to curse so bad, am i the only one?

all the memories, weren't really memories (at least for you).
because you weren't you when you're with me.
so when we're apart, you did not remember a thing about me.

that part of you that knows me,
died along with the memories of us.
thats the end. thats the death of us.

− G (10/11/16).