hey Sun,
i just realized
you don't love me
you never love me
you won't love me
and
i can't make you love me

- S.I

The moon already up at sea
Hey you darling my Plea
Always change the direction
Holding hands for a moment then you let it go
You make a space but then you want us to collide
The smell of you reminds me of the clouds
Giving me some comfort feeling

Hey sun please don't make gray line
Just tell the sign don't give the warn
One time you let my hand walking alone,
One time you put your head sleep on my shoulder,
One time you push me away,
One time you melt in my embrace
It's really hard to always getting hurts
I don't have clue
It's so blurry
So sun please tell me if your heart longing into mine
But if it doesn't
Let my soul know
So
I will leave the sky and love you from afar


- S.I

You look so warm
You're small and not so tall
But you are so pretty and cute
The way you move is so fascinating
Catch the both of my eyes
Even in the crowded room
I still catch your sight
Sneak my arm around your waist
Latching onto your body
The way you sat on my lap
Was really comforting
You put one of your arm
Around my neck
And talking stories
About anything and everything
It become my favorite position
And You The Sun
Become My Favorite Person

Words hurts more
Than a knife
Killing you
Slowly
From time to time
Echoing inside the brain
Within every single breath

Lonely nights
Staring up to the sky
Looking to the moon
Thinking about words
I need to say
To the mars
When will i meet with those brown orbs
Will i talk to you again dear
I miss you
And
I need you
It's been a thousand times of 20:25 pm
And
I'm still waiting

- S.I

Love is unfair
Nothing can compare
Nothing can be declare
Love is cruel
Never let a single smile
Without a sea of tears
Love is dull
Never let two soul laugh
Only shattered pieces on their hands
Love is insane
Thinking about yes and no
Enough or too much
Love is tears
Only the moon and the sun
No one cares about the stars and the sky
Love is fake
Never find the time
Never has a courage
Love is cage
Let the fox be free then cacth the fireflies
Losing the light behind the walls
Love is told
Keep to your hearts and tell the orbs
The universe is crying and be hold
Love is dark
Full of sadness and madness
Lust then love
Love is cold
Another beating heart to calm your storm
Another hands to another body
Love is raw
Anger eats you alive
Yelling screaming about how the rainbow never come
Love is deaf
Sounds of the wind brush the grass
The clock has been click
Love is black
Put the smile over the sickness
Happy while you're hurting
Love is burn
See the piece of puzzle with another pieces
Leaking the bright from your eyes
Love is empty
Never in home
Only two hearts breaking the hole
Love is lie
Wait and wait and wait
Should have known from the begining
Love is dumb
Believe in bittersweet promises
Tragically fell so deep
Love is dark
Two hearts beating the same rythm
Can't see the end of it
Love is death
Time is running
Never let the two find the blues
Lost in labryint without a north and south
Sharp glass on the land
Red ink dripping down
Split to the ground and sky
Never enough with one home
Consequenses waiting to come
And love never come

there's something missing
i still confuse
what is missing from me
Myself?
or
Someone else?
or
i miss someone
that make me miss my ownself
i miss the apple
i miss the hairtie
i miss the glasses
i miss all of that
because that're the things
i can make me be myself
i can smile because i want to
i can laugh because i want to
not because i need to
I'm not the same anymore
it feels like i have
many faces
many mask


-S.I

Is being Different wrong?
Why it feels like that
They say
"Dare to be Different"
But now what
You will judge me
Because i'm Different
Or maybe you will
Leave me
Because i'm Different


-S.I

"Please don't cry"
"Be strong"
"Talk to me"
"It's not that bad"
"You can do something else"
"Don't panic"
"Just breathe"
"you are important"
"Don't do that"
"You are worth it"
"Someone need you"
That are lullabies  that  i said to them
That are the things that i want them to believe
That are the words that i use to help people
And they do believe it
But there's one thing they don't know
I NEVER TELL THAT TO MYSELF
Will they still want to believe me and help themself