I always grew up telling  myself
Never take drugs
For addiction is inevitable

Now I discovered a new drug
LOVE
So addictive that I can't help but rely on it
I need my daily fix
Just like a regular ******

However, we are occupied with our life
To take time aside to spend together
I feel the withdrawal symptoms
The intensity nearly killing me
But I never regretted taking love in the first place

I didn't know the difference between need and want
To me they were so similar
Like pink and red
What I wanted, I needed
It was only recently that I realised what need truly is
I can function and live without what I want
Like that new cute dress I so wanted

However without what I need
I feel life is pointless
I need you right now baby
Right here next to me
I miss you
You were the missing piece to my broken soul
I need you so bad baby
For I love you

I am falling in love
Even for someone as socially clueless as me
I can see the evident signs
Yet fate be so tragic
For we are separated by the oceans
So far, miles apart
I barely know what you look like
I don't think I care anymore

I finally met someone just like me
Its like we are telepathic
We feel the same about this world
Oh how I wish I lived near you

I love the way you think
I love the way you message me
I know it sounds rather peculiar
I too never thought it was possible to fall in the virtual cyberspace
Till I met you

I have never felt this way before
Two polar opposites
Depression and happiness
Its usually dark gloomy depression
Or sunny bright happiness
I was always used to such extremes
But for the first time have I ever felt both at the same time
The intensity dragging me down
I am so confused

I can't sleep at night
I am such a sorry plight
You stole away my heart
And you soon had to depart
My will to live crumbled apart
My soul you understood by heart

The fates three must have been jealous
For your acquisition they were rather zealous
Fairytale endings are but lies
In reality they never do come by

The leather caresses my back
You are my luscious snack
That which I lust after
Yet quite hate it thereafter
You remind me of my weakness
And teach me to forgo my meekness
The scars on my back never fade
Just like my other friend the blade