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 Mar 2015 barelyholdinon
Holly
You are
                    Beautiful,
In a very subtle
way.
Your eyes shine,
Like they could
Make my day.
I  am
        enchanted
By you.
Who is courted
By few.

You are
                    Unconventionally
Beautiful.
 Mar 2015 barelyholdinon
Holly
.
 Mar 2015 barelyholdinon
Holly
.
I dont know how to tell you im broken,
Without feeling needy.

I dont know how to open up,
Without feeling judged.

I dont know how to cry,
When my scars feel like acid.

I just need you to see im hurting,
Without me telling you
Because my words are bleeding out
Of my mouth, waiting for you
To stitch me up and make me fine
Although i know thats not your job.
And your better off without me.

I just need you to see me
One last time.
 Mar 2015 barelyholdinon
Holly
You
 Mar 2015 barelyholdinon
Holly
You
I look at you
And i can see it in your face.
You think you can hide it,
But i see you.

I see the hurt,
The dark circles beneath your eyes.
And the quiet plea
Dancing on your bottom lip,
Too afraid to be voiced
Too afraid to be heard
Because your too afraid to be hurt.

And i just want to take you and
Wrap you up in my arms
Hold you, console you
Tell you things you'll believe.
But you don't seem to believe
Anything anymore.
Because you have been deceived
Far too many times.

So i'll just look at you
And see the pain in your fake smile,
And i'll smile back
And i'll hear the attempted deception
When you tell me your just tired,
I'll say me too.

I know your broken inside,
I can see it in your lies.

Roses are red,
Your wrist are too
Violets are blue,
And so are you.
 Feb 2015 barelyholdinon
Holly
>.<
 Feb 2015 barelyholdinon
Holly
>.<
Eyes as  deep as the ocean,
Nobody ever new,
What just could be inside of you.
 Feb 2015 barelyholdinon
effaced
ive done this all for him,
and he doesnt even see.
how pathetic can i be?
but i love him you see.
i really shouldn't feel this way,
without him i feel a slow decay rotting me   a
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i dont want to be this way.
everyone that i love has hurt me,
the ones that i will forever love have hurt me the worst...
i havent seen my mother in 2 years.
i havent touched his skin, like those times late night spent.
i wonder where all these things that i loved went,
and why it was replaced with aching pain
coursing
through
my
very
dead
but
very
alive
veins.
 Feb 2015 barelyholdinon
Holly
I used to know a girl
With a smile on her face
A rose in her cheeks
And a symphony in her lips.

Now i know a girl
With slices on her wrist
Snow in her cheeks
And a secret that persists.
 Feb 2015 barelyholdinon
Holly
Cuts
 Feb 2015 barelyholdinon
Holly
Cuts heal,
The memories stay,
Scars fade,
But i'm not okay.
 Feb 2015 barelyholdinon
Holly
Slit your wrist,
Cut your thighs,
Fake a smile,
Dry your eyes,
Hate yourself,
Hate your life,
Welcome to my world of lies.
 Jan 2015 barelyholdinon
Eliana
I am torn
between biting my nails
until I taste
blood
and leaving them long enough
to draw it
from my flesh.
Written December 13, 2013
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