Omnipresent to me this means never existing in one place more than another as close to you as to me at any given moment always present no exceptions when I asked my mother why He always speaks to her and never me she told me I wasn't listening she said the difference between her and me has nothing to do with a place or position and everything to do with receptivity
I believed and had seen but never felt it coming from within a human being until I met you the more time I spend with you the more I feel that my life is something possible to make meaningful the more I think of myself as someone completely capable the more I believe that I can do anything I wanna do.\
you make it easy for me to let go of everything thats hurting me thats been holding me back I no longer believe that these things are apart of me I used to believe they would always be
the meds won't work had the same thought ten thousand times it's only getting worse swore off temptation I think what if this really isn't what I want how can I apologize for telling the truth I'm always gonna hurt you
"recovery is when you feel like you're getting better and worse at the same time learning how to be sane while feeling insane at the same time
recovery is seeing flashbacks so bright that you don't know if you're getting a clearer view of if you're being dazzled by it
you're going to feel how you felt the day you met them the day they said they love you and the day they left the day you locked yourself in a closet and cried the day you stayed up all night with nothing left to feel and the night you felt it best to end end your own life
you're going to relive these moments but this time only to let them go.