I remembered how I died inside
I couldn't make a single sound
Like a dying fish crave for life been sunfired
In my own tears my soul drowned

It just killed me to know I was no longer for you
Being not in touch and how like we used to
How my voice no more gave you the jitters
When it all once rained pieces of my heart glitters

My heart now concealed by my tears to free
Our thoughts shared I wanted to break free
And so as my life shadowed with sky so grey
I am no longer me what I was yesterday.

What is it that we show
As our hearts beats we don't know
That strange feeling we just wan't, No
Whenever we felt it with someone we can't, let go.


They say it's Love you are in love
At cause of nothing you just felt you have
That kind of feeling compared a lot
To what people felt, stated as a plot.


All blandishing words comes out within
My mouth from soul yes it's in
The thought of something I just don't know
This feeling's strange for someone I can't let go.

If only
you people
hear my heart,

*you would understand

After you left it lasts for a week
those pleaded and weep
I've done everything to keep
but still you left and now I am weak.


No text, no call
no you after all
I think you've forgotten me I don't understand
I've got this fear now that I cannot stand

I am no longer open for companions,
I don't even take everyone's opinions
I don't talk I thought doubtly
I think they'll just reject me.

I don't even talk to who's not committed
Cause I have this fear now of being rejected
I am now sealed with this fear
Be forgotten by a person eventhough I love for real.

He loves death.
She loves life.
He lives for her.
She dies for him.
He wants eternity.
She wants infinity.
He cares good of their bond.
She promise him more of beyond.

He had wanted to say, "don't go".
She had wanted to hear, "don't go".

There's something that you need to know
It feels so wrong when you leave me alone
I can't deny that to you I belong
And I can admit you're the queen of my home

I Love with thy Lord from above
Not to a paper signed without Love
What difference does it make ?
When from a priest, just a permission we take

I Love you now with no conditions
With no limits, excuses or reasons
I am hopefully devoted to you
Not them, not her, nothing but only to you.