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Matthew Jan 2015
Time with fasting
Eons without dreaming
Holding; hiding the truth within
Incisions without hope
Rages that defy truth
Uncontrolled blame.

Smashed and scattered
Saturated in life
Wounds visible
Complete numbness
Torn with doubt and deceit
Fragile and weak

Pass through this
Touching, Knowing, Showing it all
Pass through this
Always and again
Leave me alone won't you
Matthew Jan 2015
Stand deep in the light
Let tears fall and crimson drip
Tis for your own good
If you shall ever read this, I will never stop....
Matthew Jan 2015
Magical, yet deafening
Inside the crawl, the strive was real
No
It must not
One can see but not be seen
Hear but not be heard
Are you blind?
Are you hearing me?
What truth, what dreams may come?
But not let us forget
The tale in the wild
The tale of truth behind that of wisdom and meaning
There is no self demoralizing way to establish security from scrutiny
Run....
run....
run
No!
Hide......
.......but don't
Always found and never hidden
Welcome
You have arrived
This is a constant battle I fight with schizophrenia
Matthew Jan 2015
Something about you
You fulfill me in ways I seldom remember
Yet sicken me in all the same
Where did you go?
We have always been together
Your reign will remain victorious
Forever over us

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