a card! any card!
For which one you will pick I have already discard!
I am an Illusion,
And I am sorry about the confusion
But I have studied the mind and know every movement
I can disappear and behold in my very hand, not the card you picked but a shell covered in sand,
I am swimming with the sharks
Mouth full of razorblades
Chained to the ocean floor with materials no man has made
I am an escape artist!
I live to lives at once
And I haven't slept in months!

Sweet ****** I beg you please,
make this hit soft and provide ease
ive waited for you, killed for you
and all you do is tease

You fill me with soft and kind words,
wrap me up and protect me from my imaginary swords

But lately you have been cruel..
my buzz has become harsh
for you have stopped loving me and have challenged me to a duel.
I seen an old woman fall,
normally I would help but instead I took her handbag, cash and all
And didn't feel guilty until I had given my dealer a call.

Now I am homeless, dopeless and hopeless.
I trusted you to pick me up when I was down but you put me down more.
you have rotted me all the way down to my core.