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  Jul 9 Her
Alexis
what a cursed existence this is,
to long for the eternal rest
but never having the courage
to put myself there .
no, i'm fine.
Her Jul 9
you
where did you go
do you ever visit

i think of you often
i feel guilty often

i miss you
do you miss me

i wish you never got sick

im sorry i couldn’t save you

when you try your best, but you don’t succeed
when you get what you want, but not what you need
when you feel so tired, but you can’t sleep
stuck in reverse
Her Jul 8
im nothing
SPECIAL
im nothing
NORMAL
im something
UNDESIRABLE
something
STRANGE
something


             must be broken...
      ...inside of me
Her Jul 8
i’ve been feeling,
like there isn’t a god
i’ve been feeling
like i’d rather be gone

or maybe
no that’s not it
maybe something wild would fix it
Her Jul 8
i know i have a soul

something inside my body aches

deep under my *******, my ribs feel hollow

i wake up and live everyday dying

this smile on my face isn’t real
my soul is trapped in here
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