Running them deep in your skin
Pushing it deeper into your skin
Watching the blood drain from your wrist
As your bath water turns red
Your sister breaking the door open
You lay there light headed telling her to leave
You faint feeling shortness of breath
Just to wake up the next day
To feel even more pain

I feel empty
So I make myself feel pain
Tears in my eyes
Wishing I didn't feel this way

I crave to see you
I crave to hear your voice
I crave to feel your of lips on mine
I crave for your attention

You crave for attention
But that attention isn’t mine
You crave her attention
Her smile
Her voice
Her lips...

I have my earbuds in
Blaring my music
Walking down the hall
You stop me to see if i’m okay
I say i’m fine
I realized that you can see straight through my lie

Pick me up,
And open my cover,
But be careful,
Cause I might crumble,
Read my fine print,
Just don’t mock the way I am,
I’ve been through alot since then,
Drugs,
Fights,
Heart breaks,
And more,
Are all the things you’ll find,
In my novel.

I feel like a vase
Used
Empty
Worthless
Knowing one day you’ll knock me over and break me

Drowning my feelings in whiskey
Laying in bed drunk has me thinking
Thoughts in my head
Wishing I was dead
I close my eyes
Just to see you
Blade against my wrist
Wishing I could go
Wondering what it would be like if I was dead