When will I find my happiness? Why am I the one who is sad, but you're perfectly fine. When can i be myself again, or will i ever? I can't even find happiness even though I know I'm better. I want you, but I can't have you. The cuts on my body will remind me forever.

When I needed you the most, you shot me down, I guess to you I'm just a clown. I loved you, and I ache for you every single day. I wish that my pain would just go away. But now I know that all you will do is leave, the farther and farther I need to pull down my sleeve. Please come back and take my pain away. All I need is for you to stay.

All I want is you forever, you went away wearing your favorite sweater. Everything reminds me of you, the times you have left turned my heart blue. You're all I need and nothing more, but you were to busy ******* the neighborhood *****. You're everything that is wrong with me, you're toxic, and only I can see. You will always have a part of me, the part I need desperately. I'm grasping for air so I can breathe, but you're the one who is killing me.

When I think of you in the worst way, I try to replay all of the good things you have done. The good things normaly over weigh the bad, but not today. You have gone away, but you said you would stay.