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Hayley Feb 2016
Overwhelmed with so much pain
that death
became a star to hitch up,
*a fantasy of peace.
Hayley Jul 2015
the voices in my head
feeds me rage and sadness
thoughts and struggles
all unheard

what hurts the most
is the ache in my mind

"get it out of me"
silent screams in my mind
nobody heard
nor empathize

get it out of me
this ache in my mind
home doesn't feel safe anymore
Hayley May 2015
So much to worry, so much to do
Time's passing

Seconds
          Hours
Days
           Weeks
Months
            The Future

Time doesn't wait
So are dreams
Time's passing &
I'm losing time

How much time do I have left
to live without fear?
adulthood
Hayley Apr 2015
I'm not gonna lie
I still want to die

The pain's in my veins
& up to my mind

But its okay
'cause its just sometimes
just how I feel right now
Hayley Mar 2015
a sky full of stars // an arm full of scars
head in the clouds // a foot in the grave
hopes too high & disappointments
Hayley Feb 2015
A tour in my mind
Where there exist fields of flowers we can lay on,
Forests where we can explore endlessly,
Dive in oceans with heavy waves,
Take the risks we want and do what we can.

All these are just daydreams
and I should probably get rid of them all.
Hayley Feb 2015
Trying so hard to stay afloat on my boat.
Holding a kite on my left,
trying to keep it from flying away to the
infuriated storm.
Holding an anchor on my right,
trying to keep it from pulling me down,
filling my lungs with water,
drowning me.
ups and downs
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