We talked
For the first time ever
We actually talked

We agreed
That mistakes were made
But we're still friends

There's nothing else I can say
I lost an obstacle
And I gained my best friend

Because above anything else
That's what we have always been
Best friends.

We are going our own ways
You go yours and I go mine
But I still got your back

And I know you've got mine.

When we experience nature,

We embrace the Creator.

Colorful light shines
rain shower and sun collide
you are my rainbow

A picture in a frame.
A memory in my mind.
A movie that will
always remain.
Your love still lives
inside my heart.
Your eyes show me
light in the dark.
You love me just
the way I am.
We are so connected.
So fragile so small.
You will always catch
me if I fall.

If wish you hadn't done that
Torn the blankets off me
And called me a *****
Mum, I was only 20
It wasn't anything I did
I never compromised my honor
Mum I really didn't

I wish you hadn't purposely
Let me oversleep
In hopes I would lose my job
Mum, I really couldn't figure out life
Was it that your man was helping me?
Was it that I was given the attention
A father should've given a daughter
Sure he's not my dad
But he likes to think he is

I really wish you hadn't done that
Let me go through
All the lies and accusations
While your ex incriminated me
Of things I have never done
I really wish
You hadn't waited for my tears to flow
At loss for any other escape

I really wish you hadn't
Put my friends above me
I really wish I could like Christmas
But the way I remember it
This was the occasion
To ridicule me for
Everything I was
And everything I would never be

And sure it wasn't just you
But surely you have come to understand
That this is how children compete
For attention
By teaming up against one

Mum I really wish
My school degree
Wasn't a way for you to evelate
Yourself above your sister in law
Her sons are doing so well
And you have two accomplished daughters
And one me
Who incidentally does
Whatever comes up first

I am so unpredictable,
I don't know what I'm going to do next.
I really wish I hadn't understood
And diligently ignored
The possibility
That maybe you're too broken
To really see that in fact
You are competing with your own children
For things that we never wanted
Nor cared for:
Your alfa female status.