I get lost in my mind and the waves pull me down
I try to ask for help but I can’t make a sound
I don’t want to hurt others with the pain that I feel
But sometimes I need reassurance that this is all real
Does this plane exist, am I really here?
Am I straying from love and moving towards fear?
I want to be grounded with my mind in the sky
Yet lately I can’t feel my feet, I’m going too high
When I sit with myself, I feel so much pain
I try to work through it and not go insane
But I get lost in my mind...and the waves pull me down
I try to swim up, I’m not ready to drown...
I wanted to explore your Universe
But all I got was a black hole
This time I'm going to do the hermit thing right
Inner-work and self-love from morning to night
Awareness of all my woes and insecurities
Connecting with universal flows and obscurities
Going into my depths, no human interference
Focusing on my soul, not my appearance
Transmuting all my deep pain into sweet pleasure
While turning these dark coals into beautiful treasure
This focus and expansion is serving me well
Returning to my inner heaven, away from this hell
i was trying to find a home in you,
but i realize the only way i ever will
is to build my own.
All I sense is sparks and lightening.
Instantly drawn, so far from frightening.
I dream of you and your speaking eyes.
Please Hold me close, no need to disguise.
I rinse my soul with your everlasting glow.
Living in moments, so easy and slow.
I melt in your warmth when you show your heart.
Please Don't shell up, I'll love every part.
I'll share your love to the highest degree.
Even if all I take from this is my dreams.
The sunset reflecting onto the clouds
Fading into an empty darkness
Only to be relit when the moon rises
Showing me the nature of life
A colorful masterpiece;
Only for a moment is it dark
Until the sun
Finds another way to shine its light in the sky
I take back my heart
You don't deserve something that you are so careless with