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353 · Apr 2014
crux
hannah Apr 2014
9:40 to 6:40. What's in 3 hours?
I've asked myself this time
And time again. 3 hours is everything.
I've seen blushing brides kiss their ivory goodbye
Knees trembling, sweat pooled under beaded satin
3 hours is enough time to take a pill, or 20.
Little pink and white advertisements, like a carnival
"Eat me," they whisper. And you do, until it hurts.
3 hours is the concert that changed your life.
It's a plane flight. Clouds race away from under you,
leaving you with naught but a dead drop.
The ghosts they leave leer, until wind chases them away.
3 hours is the lover you never expected to find you
And the heartbreak that catalyzed a barbed-wire ribcage.
You wonder why I worry about the time difference.
3 hours is everything. It's still light where you are,
But I'm in the dark. Cavernous, empty and stale.
What can light promise that darkness can't?
3 hours could be the coronation of a king,
Or the end of an era.
So you see, if that light hooks you, fills you
You'll be brim-full, teeming, ablaze
And there will be nothing, nothing in the dark
No space for me--anyone--anything
Savor those 3 hours, breathe them in
But don't forget the dark that touched you first.
341 · Apr 2014
Nihilist Caveat
hannah Apr 2014
Disclaimer: this is not an admittance.
I refuse to give in, there is no guilt
Mixed with the blood in my veins.
To fly! To shed my earthly epidermis
And, ah, to seek the truth
Within vast ambiguity, that great
Celestial maze- none other than
The night sky; the dark matter which we call home.

Is it in vain to embrace innocence?
Don't dare call me any of the seven deadly sins
Or the first lonesome admissions of evil
Inscribed on early man's sickly sweet tongue.
Only whisper flesh--to bone--to worms, because
Nothing but churning soil and extinction
Ever truly carry weight
Within this pervasively mortal world.

Tea, earl grey, hot.
Check please.

— The End —