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Hannah thomas Sep 2021
My bio professor told us

Every month
The outer layer of skin
fully replaces itself
yet months later
I still felt the sting of your touch
The next class she told us
Every seven years
Every cell has replaced itself
It took me that long
to speak of it the first time
After trauma repeats itself
I wonder if I can forget
I wonder if my bones
Will ever forget the chill

But later she told us
Every 8 years
Your skeleton
Has broken down
and replaced itself again

What a beautiful thought
That one day
Not skin, nor cell, nor bone
Will have ever known you

One down...
...Seven to go
Anniversaries aren't always happy.
Hannah thomas May 2021
I realized
That if in the end
I lose you
Or I lose myself
I know who wins
.
This time
I choose me.
I'm not sorry.
Hannah thomas Feb 2021
I have hidden
For far too long
Afraid of all the things
You told me
I could never be
.
No longer
I let you convince me I was so small. I'm not.
Hannah thomas Feb 2021
Silence drips off my tongue
like the deadliest poison
I have not run out of
words to say
.
I simply have the control
to keep unkind words where they belong.
Hannah thomas Feb 2021
I feel phantom hands
touch my skin
I try so hard to remind myself
no one is there
but in an empty room
I fear for my body
.
You got away - I got the scars.
Keep fighting girls and boys. It has to get better one day.
Hannah thomas Nov 2020
This weight inside only grows
Each conversation adds another brick
I am so sorry
I never learned how to divide
Only take
And so I take the weight off your shoulders
And place it onto mine
I know this is not expected
But I have come to expect it of myself
I do not know any other way to be
I'm so sorry
I only ever learned how to take.
Hannah thomas Oct 2020
Your gravity
Has always brought me
Back to you
It is always the times
I am so close to escaping
That your orbit
Circles back
Dragging me into you
Kicking and Screaming
Awaiting the next time
That you let me go
To decide you want me again
Is this fun for you?
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