She’s a walking beauty

I fell in love with her extravagance

Every moment is magnificent

Her innocence is my perfume

Just her presence alone lights up the whole room

So picture perfect

I’m zooming in for a better view

Cropping out the background

Centering my focus

Her mind is so open

Her thoughts are so outspoken

This girl is not me

This girl is who I want to be

If she is the moon,
The light of my night,
my life,
Then I am her ocean;
she directs my every ebb
and flow

Lotus flew over the
Surface of my
Consciousness

The synergy
Surrendered to
synchronicity

Within
Stillness
Of your being

The
Blossoms
Of love rains
Blossom

Caressing my gaze
for the first time
struck by magic
thunderbolt

And fires rode
In awe,

Written
Upon your
Tamed times

And absolute
Seeded pine
Trees

Written like a wild
dew drops glow on
a black tulip.

A special note
from me to you.
I carry this heart
with love on my shoulder.
I wil share it and pass it
as long I grow older.
Take all the love
that you need.
This heart has enough
of pure love for many
mouths to feed.
Read it and feel
the warmth through
your skin.
Like a warm cozy blanket
you want to cuddle in.
Just a simple note.
My love quote.

it's like going against your own wishes
you know she's no good for you
she's hurt you in the past
she'll do it again
how can she even say i love you
maybe i should of went with her when she asked me
but i had just gotten out of the hospital
and my thoughts were not sane
i've got to run away
i've got to do it quickly
and i chose her
but it's been over two months
and i'm not sure that she's even there
if she is
she most likely has a guy living there
with her
i don't need a confrontation
i don't need any more pain
not this century
i gave her four chances last century
so i really don't need it
i love this witch that torments me
it's like a marriage without being married
in today's world
most couples cheat on their spouses
how can i expect her not to do the same
i'm sure she will
why the wait
my leg is cracked
my arm is lame
my appendix has a hole in it
spewing blood and ****
behind my left nut
and my heart valve is dead
ha! my heart is dead
what irony
life's little left handed money wrench
my heart is dead  
it's like going against your own wishes
you know she's no good for you
she's hurt you in the past
she'll do it again
how can she even say i love you
maybe i should of went with her when she asked me
but i had just gotten out of the hospital
and my thoughts were not sane
i've got to run away
i've got to do it quickly
and i chose her
but it's been over two months
and i'm not sure that she's even there
if she is
she most likely has a guy living there
with her
i don't need a confrontation
i don't need any more pain
not this century
i cave her four chances last century
so i really don't need it
i love this witch that torments me
it' like a marriage without being married
in today's world
most couples cheat on their spouses
how can i expect her not to do the same
i'm sure she will
why the wait
my legs cracked
my arm is lame
my appendix has a hole in it
spewing blood and ****
behind my left nut
and my heart valve is dead
ha! my heart is dead
what irony
life's little left handed money wrench
my heart is dead  
it's like going against your own wishes
you know she's no good for you
she's hurt you in the past
she'll do it again
how can she even say i love you
maybe i should of went with her when she asked me
but i had just gotten out of the hospital
and my thoughts were not sane
i've got to run away
i've got to do it quickly
and i chose her
but it's been over two months
and i'm not sure that she's even there
if she is
she most likely has a guy living there
with her
i don't need a confrontation
i don't need any more pain
not this century
i cave her four chances last century
so i really don't need it
i love this witch that torments me
it' like a marriage without being married
in today's world
most couples cheat on their spouses
how can i expect her not to do the same
i'm sure she will
why the wait
my legs cracked
my arm is lame
my appendix has a hole in it
spewing blood and ****
behind my left nut
and my heart valve is dead
ha! my heart is dead
what irony
life's little left handed money wrench
my heart is dead

This table is taken.
What is the cafe making?
I will have a buttery croissant.
A chai latte is what I always want.

My daughter has always been my only real family.
We deserve respect.
But judgments is all we ever get.
Some faith on us no one will let.
For us to fail is what they all bet.
Her academics reflect.
Our credibility is what it affects.
A recommendation they still don't regret.
The schools & courts don't know I am what is in her best interest & always has been.
Just because I list my case & did not win.
To take a child away from a good mommy is their sin.

Broken hearts with paper they deliver.

To be labeled insane on court manuscripts is ridiculous.
Logic is something they entirely missed.
They need to give Karma a kiss.
Revenge crawls & may hiss.
The mediator, judge, & minors counsel, along with all the attorneys can drink serpent's ****.

They wasted half a year of my living expenses on their wages.
They didn't care at all about my declaration pages.

I passed the evaluation of my brain.
I took pointless parenting classes in the rain.

What they really believe is I am unfit because I am unmarried.
Ariel is my baby which I carried.

Nobody talks to me.
I am a loner as you can see.
To be my friend no one wants to be.
But that is okay.
I do my life my way.
I have a place to stay.

My cat identifies with my mind.
A true friend in him I find.